Showing posts with label Christianity. Show all posts
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Brothers in Humanity

Every few months we get new staff at work. We hire in bulk three times a year and train them as "classes." With each class comes a new set of faces, personalities, giftings, and struggles. Each one bringing to the table the light and darkness-the sin and the Spirit-that is embedded within every Christian.

Hurt, pain, insecurity, pride, stubbornness, bitterness, the list goes on extensively. It's irritating!

Looking at the struggles of my students, teammates, friends, and those that I would consider even family, I can sometimes find myself frustrated with them and their shortcomings. Impatient and ungracious towards their needs and struggles.

Christ said to love our enemies. He challenged the status quo and demanded that love be shown even to those who we don't like or agree with. "Love your neighbors" is one of the many coined phrases of Christianity, yet those same Christians turn their back on the impoverished and war torn souls that need help.

I have needed help, and in in my need I forgot to see other people's needs. Mine eyes are turned inward to my own pain and I have began to "self-care" in an isolated and unloving way. A reality that God made very clear to me recently.

I had a student in my English class in Amman that made a big impact on how I viewed other people. "We are brothers in humanity", he would say to me. The words loom over me like a ghost and my soul stirs in response. It's a sobering and humbling experience to receive true, biblical wisdom from a Muslim. Reflecting on the environment I'm living/working in, I find those words affecting me still.

These men and women that I work with are my brothers and sisters. They are mine and I am theirs. My team. My family. My people. How could I be intolerant of the sin in them when it's so clearly embedded in me? When they endure my own? (and they definitely do!) How can I neglect their needs and their craving for love and support when I know so intimately the needs and desires in me?

As a new team comes to join us at Shelterwood this week, my prayer is this:

"Lord, bind us together in brotherhood and sisterhood. humble us to be loving and caring for each other just as You humbled Yourself for the sake of our souls. Tighten us together and teach us to hear form each other and to heal together, to be light to one another. Help us to find rest and support in our 'family' and let us not be unloving. Amen"


Grace and Peace,
Stephen

Grace in Sickness

I hate being sick. I feel gross, achy, hot and cold at the same time, and it sucks.

I'm hard on myself for my level of performance in life without being sick, but with my ability to function normally on the downside I'm feeling it more. I hate letting people down. I hate feeling like I'm not carrying my weight or contributing. Even more so, I hate giving myself credit for what I do right.

I want to be noticed and I want to be affirmed in my work, but I never give it to myself. Why? the easy answer is: I don't love myself enough. The complex answer is that I don't allow myself to rest in the truth that God loves me.

I had a youth pastor that once said, "If you love God you will get to know Him, and as you get to know Him you will begin to love what He loves. He loves people, and He loves you."

A profound lesson that I keep having to relearn.

My love for God will eventually lead to my love of self.

Am I saying that I don't love God? No. Am I saying that I don't know God? Absolutely. This is evidenced by my continual struggle to love myself, and even to love others from time to time.

I'm a work in progress, and I know that as I keep pursuing God will keep revealing. God uses times like these to draw my attention to this reality. Out of my weakness, He is made strong. Out of my sickness, He reveals truth about my nature and my need to love Him and to be closer to Him.

Today, I will allowance myself grace for my lack. To accept my current struggle and not beat myself up. God granted me this grace in my sickness to be able to learn even now. And for that, I am grateful.

Grace and peace,

Stephen

Saying "So Long" to the South!

As many of you know, I have moved out of Tennessee! The last month has been a whirlwind of events, phone calls, writing, paperwork, travel, and learning! I now find myself dwelling in the bowels of the Midwest (a.k.a Kansas City, MO). What would make me move half way across the country on such a short notice you ask?

Well that is a bit of a loaded answer...

In March of this year I received an email from my professor at Bryan College informing me of an open position, as well as future plans to hire in May and August, at this place called Shelterwood. For over a year I had been living in Knoxville seeking God and wrestling through my passions and desires; trying to come to a final conclusion as what vocation I wanted to pursue. That's an overly simplified description of my reasons for being in Knoxville, but that would be the general overview. In the midst of my wrestling, receiving this email was a bit of unexpected event. I prayed about it, but kept shying away from pursuing the job due to uncertainty and self-questioning.

After wrestling through these things and continually being brought back to Shelterwood, I sat down with a dear friend of mine and shared my heart with him on the matter. Afterwards he gave me the words I needed to be able to move forward with my desire to apply: encouragement. I applied, and now I'm in Missouri!

Here is a video I took while driving up!


So why Shelterwood? Shelterwood is a therapeutic boarding school for teens experiencing all sorts of life struggles. Me? I'm a Big Brother/Direct Care Staff. My job is do life with them, get to know them, love them, protect them, hear their voices, and to share in their deepest pains and greatest joys! Easy? Heeeeckk no! but this is what I have chosen. It called to me, pulled at the deepest places of my soul and demanded my attention for months. This job is more than just a job. It is pushing me far outside the realms of comfort and ease; it is the place that God has drawn me to and has already had a significant affect on me as an individual! In just one week I've already seen God do some amazing thing in me, the kids, and the other "Bigs".

It has been difficult to give up my favorite coffee shops and hang outs, to leave my closest friends behind, and to take such a huge leap of faith into the void of uncertainty, but I know that I am where I belong and that after my year-long contract has ended that I'll be a completely different person and that God is going to make me even more into the man He designed me to be.

So here is to year of learning, purging, and growing. To learning the depth of love, grace, charity, and community.

Grace and Peace,

Stephen

Why I Defended a Muslim

I recently wrote a post about Christians being racist and today I got to see the evils of such a reality on a very real and personal level. As I have mentioned before, I once spent a summer in the Middle East and while I was there I taught English to locals.

I have the privilege of still being in contact with many of my students, and I get to have conversations with them from time to time. Today, one of my former students posted a picture that contained a quote from the Qu'ran concerning the Trinity and the divinity of Christ. I had decided that I might respond to this and explain first that Christian belief in the Trinity is in fact a monotheistic belief. Before I could even start writing my comment I had my attention stolen at the site of a comment from that said student asking "what is a durka?"

My stomach dropped and I frantically began reading the other comments. I was hit with an overwhelming feeling of disbelief as I read the comments of these two men that raged against him and made comment after comment loaded with racism, poison, and ignorance. I left a comment for my friend and asked him to forgive the two racists for their comments and for being so blatantly disrespectful. Next thing I knew I found myself defending my Muslim friend against these supposedly "Christian" individuals.

Where ever there is hatred, ignorance, persecution, darkness, or chaos we must stand up and say "NO! This is NOT permissible!"

If I come across a Christian attacking anyone for the color, ethnicity, or religion I will ALWAYS stand up AGAINST them. This is NOT Christ-like in any way, shape, or form! This is evil and ungodly! It is taking the name of God upon oneself in utter vanity and misrepresents the Holy One. It is an affront to the Gospel and worthy of wrath and ruin! Lest they repent, God will most certainly silence them Himself.

Lord, have mercy.
Christ have mercy.
Lord have mercy.

Love God and Love your neighbor as yourself! These things are neither love nor service to God or man! What I saw today was the darkness of humanity and the evils that even those who claim Christ are capable of conjuring. They attacked an innocent man and counted him a murderer and a villain. They struck him with their words and sought to deprive him of dignity and value over his religious devotion. May Christ have mercy on them and forgive them!

God, forgive ALL of us for all of our foolishness and for all we do that dishonors Your Name and leads men astray! Correct Your children and makes us more like You and let us be found above reproach; that we would be Light where there is Darkness, Truth where there is Deceit, Knowledge where there is Ignorance, Peace where their is Chaos, and Life where there is Death!


 Grace and Peace,

Stephen

Over-Exposed

Have You...?

Have you ever felt...vulnerable? Like you could be attacked at any given moment and are completely unable to defend yourself? Perhaps you felt this way as you were walking alone downtown or in an alleyway. Perhaps you felt this way after the death of a loved one or after experiencing something traumatic like a car wreck. Something that I have wrestled with for a good portion of my life is the feeling of vulnerability and exposure. (Please note, I am talking about the feeling of vulnerability. Not the active decision to "be vulnerable" with other which I completely support)

Build a Wall!

A dear friend of mine contacted me the other day after having attended a Psychology class. She informed me that she had been reading a "shame inventory" that asked a question that reflected something that I had said to her many months back. It asked the question "do you ever feel so exposed that you wish the Earth would open up and swallow you whole?" The answer is yes...yes I have. I have desired to crawl into the earth hide away from world. Similarly, I have experienced nights were I wanted to get lost in the darkest corner of the room, to be wrapped up in a cocoon, and to simply vanish into thin air.

I believe this desire to protect myself and to hide spread it's influence throughout the various aspects of my life. When I played real-time strategy games I found myself focusing on the defenses and self sufficiency of my "empire" more than the offensive power. My brother, being the more outspoken and outwardly expressive individual, focused on the opposite. Why he and I turned out so different in this aspect I'll never know. What I do know is that my feelings were real, and they affected me.

A Little History

My family made it very clear that anything bad that happened within the home was to be kept secret, so I did. I hid away all the pain and sorrow of a broken home life for the sake of of my family's false honor and dignity.  I had to save face with the church and the world. And yet, I somehow came to feel exposed??? Everything was held back, apart from my indisguisable expressions. Couldn't hide the depression, but that didn't mean I wasn't supposed to try.

I was led head-on into individualistic Christianity and taught that I didn't need people, just Jesus. The logic seems sound, but only because we neglect the value of community that God wove into the fabric of humanity. God made us to be in community and to function together. I didn't have community in or outside of my home, and when you have no community it is easy to feel like you are completely alone. Loneliness can leave one feeling vulnerable, like no one can/will come to their defense. So is this the source of those feelings of loneliness and vulnerability? Maybe...maybe not.

Perhaps it is the evil itself that took place rather than my not having an external support system to help my deal with it. Then again, it could be both! Another option is simply biological structure and personality, but these would be influences at best. It is even possible that there are events in my life that I don't remember or simply have not been able to associate with the these feelings of defenselessness.

Perhaps I will never know the root of this personal struggle. I have my suspicions, but I have no proof or solid leads. I do, however, have experience, as well as the understanding of a feeling that I previously believed to be unique to my person, but is in fact not!

Not Alone

I am not alone in these feelings. I fact, it's common enough of a feeling as to make it's way into the shame inventory that my friend was reading! There are those out there that have overwhelming feelings of exposure and are seeking refuge for their minds and souls that as if they are walking naked through the snow. Or as if they are surrounded by a dozen men with lead pipes, ready to start beating them. They most likely don't believe that their are people who would do that. These are simply the ways that best describe the indescribably. They are the images that are produced by the longing for security and community. I believe that a lot of gangs are started from the need to feel connected and like someone has their back.

Lies and Remedies

I am not an expert on emotions, nor am I a self-help specialist. I make a lot of mistakes and I fail to always keep my emotions in check. I have learned that my mind is a liar. So are demons, but most often they don't have to waste their time with me because my own mind usually has doe their work for them. As cliche as it sounds, it is important that we train our selves to speak the truth to our selves to believe what God says about us rather than what our feelings say. Prayer and meditation are very important to our lives to to the healing of our hearts. God has indeed given us community and designed us to need one another, but we also need Him. We need the help of the Spirit to complete that which humanity can only do so much of.

Reader, if you feel like shutting yourself away, please listen to what I have to say. Don't try to go this alone. You were not meant to take on life alone. If you keep trying to recluse yourself, you will eventually go so far in that the darkness you hide in can't find you. here are some things that I have learned from my years of walking with Christ and dealing with my emotions.


  • Share your emotions/Don't go it alone. Find a friend who loves and cares for you; tell them about your struggles and emotions. Ask them to impart truth about who you are.
  • Trust. That's a hard one I know! but trust is essential to relationship and to growth. Yes, you are going to get hurt from time to time, but no true relationship is free of pain and to live out or lives in such away that we let fear of getting hurt keep us from trusting and loving...well, that's just not living!
  • Find a priest and a church community that will walk with you and will seek to know and be known by you. Nothing can substitute a good priest (or pastor if you are more low-church) to give spiritual direction and counsel.
  • Remember that no matter how dark the world gets, Christ loves you. He is your shield and your strength. When all the world begins to shake, when the sun fades to blackness, and when the sky threatens to fall and crush you...stand. When you have no strength left, stand. When the enemy comes in and strikes you and knocks you down...stand. Christ is for you, don't give up and don't give in. 
It Ain't Over

I know I have a great deal further to go before my journey is over. I have so much more to learn about the world and about life. God will grant me more wisdom and understanding as the days carry on, but I trust Him to get me through to continue to make me a better person. For though He "causes me to dwell in darkness as those who are long dead" I know that the Father of Lights will be my Light. 

"Though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I shall fear no Evil, for Thou art with me. Thy rod and Thy staff, they comfort me...surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life."

Grace and Peace,

Stephen




Joyful Lament: Preparing for the Season of Advent

We are but a week away from the month of December and from the liturgical time of Advent! In the midst of overwhelming commercialism it is easy to lose the beauty and meaning of this holiday season. It's unfortunate that the holidays have too often become about selfishness and greed.

In the upcoming cold and desolate month we will be buying gifts, hanging ornaments, verbally and emotionally assaulting each other over costs and item availability, stuffing our faces, destroying our teeth, and complaining about getting the wrong color for the iPod Touch we asked for. It's incredible that the symbol of Christmas is a Bishop/Saint and yet the Church often goes unremembered and Christ is neglected.

Christmas and Advent is, and will always be, a Christian holiday. People get angry when politicians have "holiday" trees instead of Christmas trees. If they aren't Christians then they can call them whatever they want, the holiday has no real significance or importance to them anyways.

The giving of gifts is a beautiful tradition of Christmas. I am by no means saying that gift-giving should be eliminated from this holy day since it is the day God gave the greatest gift of all: His Son...Himself. We live in the realm of ungratefulness, never remembering the true beauty of Christ's coming. Advent is to be a time where we celebrate and rejoice in the greatness of God and His love for us, but it should also be a reminder of the darkness that was before Christ came into our lives. This reality should also bring our minds to the harshness of sin that still remains in the world and all that is yet to be brought into full subjection to Christ. There are still millions of people who have yet to even hear of Christ!

That said, Advent should be a time of lament, but it should also be a time of repentance; remembering that the reason Christ came was to save us from the sin that destroys our society, culture, economy, and
government. He came so that He would die and usher in the age of the Church, and God forbid that we eat and drink in celebration of His coming without first falling on our knees in humility and fearful trembling in the revelation of our sinful state.

May we all be fasting and praying as we approach the day set aside in memorium to Christ's birth.

Grace and Peace,

Stephen


"Saintly" Convictions

A few nights ago I found myself lying on my living room couch feeling rather sorry for myself. The reasons many would consider perfectly legit reasons to be sad or upset, but I've been sad and upset over these for quite some time and I was finally reaching the level of "wallowing in self-pity." I started walking around the room, and then noticed a picture of St. Francis on my table. I flipped it over and discovered the following prayer:

Lord, make me an instrument of your peace.
Where there is hatred, let me sow love;
where there is injury,pardon;
where there is doubt, faith;
where there is despair, hope;
where there is darkness, light;
and where there is sadness, joy.


O Divine Master, grant that I may not so much seek
to be consoled as to console;
to be understood as to understand;
to be loved as to love.
For it is in giving that we receive;
it is in pardoning that we are pardoned;
and it is in dying that we are born to eternal life. Amen

I was struck by the words of St. Francis, and found myself convicted by the Holy Spirit concerning my attitude towards life. In the midst of all that I was going through, I allowed myself to become self-centered, as well as self righteous. I hate it when people who are going through a hard time and start talking about Job, but here we go! 

It seems that I am no where near as strong willed as Job was. He endured far more than I can even imagine before falling to self pity, and yet here I am already at that point when I haven't lost a single family member, nor have I lost vast amounts of wealth, and my friends aren't shoving bad theology down my throat-they are shoving theology down my throat...but not bad theology lol. 

In the midst of my weakness, however, God gave me strength and renewed me. Just to make things even better, God-in a great use of irony- takes the man that denied all luxury and gave away his vast riches for the sake of Christ to accomplish something in my life. 

 I had recently been praying that I would learn from testimonies and examples of the Church Fathers and grow in understanding through the actions and teaching of the ancient saints, and God stepped in and did just that. I pray that He continues to teach me and give me strength, for soon I will fail again and crumble under the weight of life's difficulties. 

Peace be with you,

Stephen

Divine Encounters

Recently I found myself on the doorsteps of a beautiful church which I had gone to for the purpose of participate in a mid-day Eucharist service, but sadly I found the doors were all locked. I found, however, that there were a few men sitting out on the steps by themselves talking. I had stumbled across an impromptu  AA meeting, and before I knew it I had been asked to stay and listen. I was soon sitting on the ground listening to these men's stories, their struggles and experiences. It was a beautiful encounter that I would not have been able to experience if I had not gone and found the doors locked.

I had never participated in an AA meeting, primarily because I could not been deemed an alcoholic by any stretch of the imagination, but also because I never have actively sought out such things. In some way I see this as a tragedy on my part. I do not struggle. but there are those out there that do and need support. Perhaps it is best that a non-alcoholic not try to step in and "fix" those who are, but then again, is it otherwise merely the blind leading the blind?

I am forced to ask myself, can true accountability be held between two people who struggle with the same issue? I believe so. I saw this as true in the human beings that I encountered today. Young men often hold each other accountable (with moderate success) in the matters of sexual sin and addictions, so it is also helpful here. Though I would imagine that having someone who didn't struggle in the exact same way would be somewhat helpful, so long as the addict can see the non-addict for who they are and not see them as Pharisaic or Pietistic Overlords.
Photo taken from the AA websie:http://www.aa.org/pics_site/noflash_people.gif
I think that the important factor to remember is that they are human beings, regardless of addiction or abuse. We continually come across people throughout the week who are in need, some who recognize their problems and some who don't, and we have the amazing opportunity to be human with them; to be present in their lives. Should we not being seek opportunities to help others and to show others the Light of the Kingdom of Christ,the Light that gives liberty and freedom from addictions and to self-destructive philosophies? We need to stop talking about the world needing help and healing and start helping and seeking to heal. I pray that, as we grow in our faith, we might begin see these divine encounters that present themselves to us on a weekly (and sometimes daily) basis. For "life is short and there is but little time to gladden the hearts of those who travel with us. So let us be swift to love and make haste to be kind."

I would encourage you to look around at the people in your own communities, whether work, church, etc and look for ways that you can be a light in the midst of their darkness for the sake of the Kingdom and for the sake of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ.

Peace be with you,

Stephen 

The Risk of Logic and Academia

In my 23 short years of life, I have had the privilege of reading, listening, and interacting with hundreds of Christians. I grew up in the Church of God of Cleveland, the denomination identified by it's Pentecostal roots and their...rather excitable worship services. My worldview was formed around the paradigm of the CoG and it has had a significant affect on my current worldview.

When I left for college I was asked many times if I was going to go to Lee University, a nearby college associated with the CoG. I replied, "No I'm going to Bryan", which always got me the response "oh, isn't that a Baptist school?" or "But aren't they Presbyterian?" Quickly I would respond with "they're non-denom" so that I could save face and reassure my fellow church members that I wasn't going to a school that taught "false teaching" of the Holy Spirit and that I wasn't going to fall away from Pentecostalism. Once I got to Bryan, however, God took me through a journey that I would never forget.

Life is not always as "black and white" as we would like. There are not always clear cut answers, especially when it comes to spiritual matters and Christianity. Many people don't like this...not at all. I am one of those people. I like clear cut answers, but experience has left me questioning clear cut answers whenever they arise.  Within many church paradigms, including the one I formally associated myself with, academics and theological pursuit are looked down upon. Why?  I think that there are a lot of answers to this. The most obvious one being pride, but one of the most significant ones is comfort.

Health, wealth, and prosperity teaching come out of this, as does a lot of "seeker friendly" churches. I had a friend of mine tell me of a church that bothered him greatly because the pastor consistently stated he wanted a church that didn't feel like church and that anyone could walk in off the streets and understand whats going on. He wanted everyone to feel comfortable. As a result the pastor sacrificed deep teaching and discipleship for foolish, American Christianity.

Another reason, which is related to the first, is the false belief that if someone is wrong about one thing, they are wrong about everything. No one really says that they believe this, but it's evident in their actions. For example, "Catholics are wrong about their beliefs about Mary, so Catholicism as a whole is a cult and should be rejected" False. It's funny that if Pentecostals and Catholics took the time to compare beliefs they would actually find that they are closer in theology than they think, especially in terms of the role of the Holy Spirit and His influence in our lives.

No one wants to be wrong, and many are afraid that if they are wrong about one thing then they are about everything. I had this fear as a college freshman who found out that there was strong biblical evidence for predestination, as well as for a high view of sacraments. I found out that Catholics were Christians and that there were people making a difference who never spoke in tongues or "fell out in the Spirit". Christianity was not what I thought it was, and my world was shaken by it. I had to realize that I didn't have everything wrong just because I didn't have everything right! No one is 100% accurate.

The risk of being logical and academically honest is having to question ones upbringing and to be willing to take a hit to one's pride for the sake of seeking truth. To ignore logic and to reject intellectual study of the scriptures and of God is just as sinful as rejecting emotions within worship and not being sensitive to the workings of the Spirit in our lives.

If you were not taught to be logical or to question your beliefs and understanding of scripture it is never too late to start. Don't, however, seek to do it all alone. We grow and learn from others and from community of thought and interaction. Be honest. Be logical. Ask questions.

Peace be with you,

Stephen



Freedom and Stability: Worship in a World of Chaos

The world is ever shifting and changing. Life proves to be consistently unstable and often unpredictable. Faith and worship are the anchors that hold us steady as the hurricanes rage against the battered ships of our souls. But just how stable are our anchors and supports? Can the pillars of our faith hold when our world starts to shake? Does our worship of God strengthen those pillars, or does it hollow the infrastructure?

I have been in search of the answer to this question over the course of the last couple years, and while I have not come to an ending conclusion, I do believe that I have made a great deal of discoveries over the past year and would like to share some of those thoughts here and now.

I grew up in the contemporary/Charismatic tradition. I am intimately familiar with "modern" worship services. In my home church, I found music pleasing to listen to, exciting, moving, and LOUD! I loved it all, and I loved how God worked in me through those experiences. I am highly sympathetic to those who choose to worship in these "concert-like" settings and to the styles thereof, but I think that there is an aspect of worship and the Christian life that one is robbed of when they only worships in this form. I am also, however, ashamed of the shallowness of much worship and overly emotional actions of many. Unfortunately, the foci of many within the worships services that I've attended all over the U.S. were erratic and often self-serving as people were more concerned with their "experiences" rather than about God and His truth. I am one of those many people who cared to much about experiencing something and about whether or not I ended up on my knees crying than about adoring God and speaking (or singing) words of truth, honor, and faith.

Again, I do not think charismatic worship is wrong, just incomplete. I was greatly shaped and challenged through charismatic worship as a teenager and I know that God used all of it to make me a better person and to pull me closer to Him. Yet, there was something missing in the midst of it all; I would not grow in Christ as much as I am able to if God had left me there and not begun working on my heart this area of my faith. I believe that worship is less shaped by who we are, and rather that it shapes us. There are those two-faced people who live completely different outside of Church than they would act within, and it is sad that people can live out their lives with a disassociated faith, but I would venture to say that they are still affected by their form of worship.

First, what is worship? thefreedictionary.com gave the following definitions:


wor·ship n.
1.
     a. The reverent love and devotion accorded a deity, an idol, or a sacred object.
     b. The ceremonies, prayers, or other religious forms by which this love is expressed.
2. Ardent devotion; adoration.
3. often Worship Chiefly British Used as a form of address for magistrates, mayors, and certain other dignitaries:
v. wor·shiped or wor·shipped, wor·ship·ing or wor·ship·ping, wor·ships
v.tr.
1. To honor and love as a deity.
2. To regard with ardent or adoring esteem or devotion. See Synonyms at revere1.
v.intr.
1. To participate in religious rites of worship.
2. To perform an act of worship.

Humans have questioned worship and what is the most "true" form of worship. I once was one of those who argued that true worship involved lots of passion and "freedom" to do what you wanted; that loud, emotional services were what God was most please by. I condemned liturgical worship for being "dry, artificial, and unpleasing to God." I was among those who thought of non-Charismatic worshipers as prideful, starchy Christians who were too arrogant for their own good. I mean how dare they tell us that our form of worship is wrong when it is so obvious that is the ONLY right way to worship! Besides, all those ritualistic words and phrases make "them Catholics" no better than pagans and witches right?!

Wrong.

Liturgical worship is authentic, God-pleasing, beautiful, and freeing. I have heard many critique liturgy and say "I couldn't go to that kind of church cause I have to have my freedom to worship God" without even having the understanding of the depths of worshiping liturgically. There is freedom and life in structured worship that can't be found in some of the more "low-church" settings! Liturgical worship disciples and teaches the doctrines of the church with greater depth and complexity than most of the non-liturgical worship we see throughout the Church today (most of which is actually quite shallow). I have felt the presence of God during a Latin mass just as much as I have in buck-wild Pentecostal Church.

I recently was reading a book in which one of the main characters was being tortured by an evil king who had her beaten with iron rod that had been heated within a furnace. In the book she faces all sort of torments and mental stress, but through the whole thing she focused on rites and rituals. The rituals allowed her to maintain her sanity and to keep from letting her willpower fail. The stability and consistency of liturgical/ritualistic worship helps bring stability to the unstable world we live in. It is an anchor to reality. It is also the way the early church worshiped! As well as the Israelites of the old testament. The book of Psalms contains this form or worship as well.

Both liturgical and non-liturgical worship have important elements to them that benefit the life of the believer. While it isn't about us, I believe God designed that worship be beneficial to the worshiper. There are times where we should worship with all our emotions and lay on our faces with tears pouring from our eyes and loose our grip on our self control so as to, in a way, expose ourselves before God and make ourselves emotionally vulnerable to Him. We should also, however, worship in rich, symbolic rituals of the ancient faith for is strengthens us and disciples us. Worship with  your intellect. Worship in unity with the Church all over the world. Worship in "spirit and in truth". I personally practice both forms continuously throughout the week.

Lastly, stop making it about you! Worship is about God and not about you. It's not about what you want or how you want to worship. Be grateful that you have liberty and that God is not overly strict on the way the Church is to worship, but do not think that it is your right to worship as you deem most right. It is your privilege. Whether you ever cried or not, whether you ever were made aware of the presence of the Holy One or not, you are to worship. Don't condemn others for worshiping in a way that is different than yours and think it as being less pleasing than yours. The fact of the matter is, they very well maybe worshiping far more authentically and God-pleasing than you are.

"I Feel Like..."

When I was a student at Bryan, I had a certain professor who I found to be unrelenting and incredibly strict in his grading of papers. My friends and I called him..."The Bearded One". The rest of the world knew him as Dr. Daryl Charles! The man had a beard like no other and we were convinced that it had magical powers. These powers included, but were not limited to, portal magic (which, we believed, explained how he seemed to disappear the moment he stepped out of the classroom), telekinesis, and much more.

While I found this professor incredibly frustrating and destructive towards my GPA, I recognize him as being one of the best professors that I have ever had the privilege of studying under. My ability to think, reason, and write have all been vastly improved by this man.

If there was one thing, however, that stands out to me from all of his teachings it is this: "When you write, don't tell me how you feel, tell me what you think." I had this concept severely beat into my cerebral cortex! I still remember the notes and red marks on some of my reflection papers from where I used the dreaded "I feel..."

Why is this so significant? We have become a nation of people that are caught up in "feelings", and it is evident even within the Church of America. We associate truth with emotions, rather than associating emotions with truth. Emotions are not to define, but are to help process and react to what "is".

Additionally, to say "I feel" rather than "I believe" or "I think" is to be less committed to what you are saying. There is less risk to reputation, as well as less of a requirement of having an explanation for what they believe. People can get away without having a reason for how they "feel", but to not have a reason for what they "think" is not so easily accepted.

It's not that emotions are wrong or evil. They are a gift of God for humanity! He gave us emotions as a kind of operating system for us to process data that we receive. Some people are like Windows Vista...could use a little work before being out out into the world. Other like Macs...low maintenance. And then the Windows 8...a little too modern and kinda "touchy" lol. No that my random analogies are through, I will say that I am a person that I am a person who understands the risk and ease of letting emotions run one's life. It is a matter of discipline, prayer, and mediation to be able to fight against the dictatorship that is emotion.

Just as the Government is meant to protect it's people, so are your emotions to protect you. When too much power, however, is given to either...you are left with enslavement and chaos. (Is it the 5th of November yet?)

We need to be able to stand by our words and commit ourselves to beliefs. Stop "feeling" and start thinking. Take up the responsibility of thinking through what you "feel like you believe". Your witness as a Christian depends on it; the Church as a whole is desperate for intellect and critical thought to be come and bring order to the emotional chaos that has swept her worldwide.

Below is what is called the "Apostle's Creed". Below that I have replaced the word "believe" with "feel". Notice the change in voice and meaning. (I had to do some sentence restructuring to make it fit grammatically, but I don't think I've taken liberties)

We believe in God, the Father almighty,
creator of heaven and earth.
We believe in Jesus Christ, his only Son, our Lord,
who was conceived by the Holy Spirit,
born of the Virgin Mary,
suffered under Pontius Pilate,
was crucified, died, and was buried;
he descended to the dead.
On the third day he rose again;
he ascended into heaven,
he is seated at the right hand of the Father,
and he will come to judge the living and the dead.
We believe in the Holy Spirit,
the holy catholic (Universal, not Roman Catholic) Church,
the communion of saints,
the forgiveness of sins,
the resurrection of the body,
and the life everlasting.
Amen.

And now:

We feel like [there is a] God, the Father almighty,
creator of heaven and earth.
We feel like [there is a] Jesus Christ, his only Son, our Lord,
who was conceived by the Holy Spirit,
born of the Virgin Mary,
suffered under Pontius Pilate,
was crucified, died, and was buried;
he descended to the dead.
On the third day he rose again;
he ascended into heaven,
he is seated at the right hand of the Father,
and he will come to judge the living and the dead.
We feel like [there is a] Holy Spirit,
the holy catholic Church,
the communion of saints,
the forgiveness of sins,
the resurrection of the body,
and the life everlasting.
Amen.



May our emotions be results of our thinking and believing, rather than our thinking and believing being a result of our emotions.

Peace be upon you all,

Stephen

Institutions, Organizations, and Nations Transcendent of Time, Space, and Petty Arguing

Ok... so you are probably reading this because the long, bizarre name intrigued you. That's the same reason why a lot of people aren't reading this post! haha! Let's begin!!!

Recently, I underwent change of denominations. The majority of my life I spent my time in the pews of a "Church of God" (Of Cleveland, TN). Toward the end of my college experience, God began pulling me out and away from the denomination I grew up in, and he used some pretty intense things to do that! (That's another tale to be told at another time...feel free to ask me about!) For several months I went from church gathering to church gathering, I even took the opportunity to visit denominations that I knew little to nothing about so that I could experience a variety of the Christian expressions! Greek Orthodox, Baptist, Methodist, Episcopal, Anglican, Independent Pentecostal (YIKES!), Messianic Congregation (5...hours...long...and that with me skipping the last part!), Presbyterian, a neo-calvinistic/non-denominational/charismatic church, and Evangelical Free....am I forgetting one???

I grew a lot from this experience, but it also drained me quite a bit. Wandering is not healthy for one's spiritual life. The lack of fellowship and community was also very difficult. After some time I began to be partial to the Anglican community while I was still living in Chattanooga. I also visited the Episcopal church on occasion (primarily to daily Eucharist with my good friend Milez). This leaning led to a lot of questioning and raised eyebrows from friends and family. One member of my family in particular did not seem to happy with my participation with the more "high-church" communities and often said things that conveyed disapproval.

Upon moving to Knoxville I visited several more churches (including a local Anglican church) that caught my fancy, but in the end I landed my choice with a local Evangelical Free Church! To learn more about the EFCA (Evangelical Free Church of America), visit this website! While I do not label myself an E. Free Christian, I do regularly attend and E. Free church. The Anglican Church was a close second.

So why visit so many denominations you may ask.Why choose the denomination I'm in now, you may also be asking. Why do you ask so many questions?!

Well, I do not believe that there is a perfect denomination...ANYWHERE! At the same time I am anti-nondenominational. In fact, I think nondenominationalism (as it is expressed in America) is more unbiblical that denominations. Stick that in your eccleisological pipe and smoke it! The reason being that I believe that denominations help to keep together what nondenoms are destroying...structure and unity.

In the end I could care less about what denomination I am in, so long as the church I attend is seeking to fulfill it's role as a member of the body of Christ, holds to the Apostle's and Nicene Creeds, and that allows me to work within my gifting to edify others. Sure, I have some theological preferences, and I looked out for stuff like that when I was searching for a church, but more because I wanted to be in unity with those I am worshiping with than anything else. How can I be of the utmost use when I theologically disagree with absolutely everything I am hearing from those around me or from the pulpit???

In the end, I chose the E. Free church because in addition to being theologically sound and having, what I would say are, strong biblical foci, as well as plenty of opportunities for me to serve. Additionally, it appeared that this is where God wanted me to be. I found it sad that when I told people where I was going the only question that they thought to ask me was "Do they speak in tongues?"...I'm so glad that people care so much about my spiritual well being enough to ask the REALLY important questions. Forget missions, outreach, community, worship, or whether they are a cult or not...so long as they speak in tongues. Has our understanding of "church" become so shallow? Have we so forgotten our purpose and our function? What has the church become...I think God weeps over us.

Despite my choice to attend an E. Free church, I find myself not telling everyone that they need to go to an E. Free church. Quite frankly, I don't want to be like so Christians out there who evangelize their church more than they do their faith. I know people who are more likely to evangelize you into attending their denomination rather than into the Christian faith as a whole.

"You're Baptist? Oh, well you should come visit my church! It's great"

"You're a Catholic?! I'm just going to assume you're not Christian and in need of Jesus. Let me start by telling you everything about Christ that I know you don't know, because you are obviously so focused on Mary that you probably don't know that she isn't the Christ! Let me start by telling you about this little thing called grace..."

"Oh...you're Church of Christ? My church has real worship!"

"Presbyterian? Did you know that there is this person known as the Holy Spirit?!"

"Church of God...I'm going to just say that you're heretical. Additionally  I'm not going to bother learning anything about you or what you ACTUALLY believe. So take take your modolistic, snake-handling, and unintelligent but to a traditional church that teaches the Trinity." (I experienced this one first hand when I went to college, but not verbatim)

Hopefully you get my point. We are supposed to be of the one and only holy, catholic (universal, not Roman Catholic) church! We are hundreds of thousands of people who are all a part of this nation (kingdom in the more traditional language) of people from hundreds of cultural backgrounds, etc. The Church (notice the capital "c") is a Kingdom of humanity that is not bound by political borders and expressions, time, space, and so on. It exists despite our human flaws and out theological disagreements. there is ONE Chruch with many denominations. Not a thousand Churches. Christ is King over this Kingdom (something that even the Pope will claim), and we in our sin have began to do the same thing that the Apostles did in the presence of Christ-bicker and fight about who is greatest in the kingdom. Who gives a horses patoot?!?!

Lastly, there are many Christians out there that are preaching against Church structures and Church government. Just sit down before you hurt yourself please. You are rebelling against God and are twisting scripture to meet your biased opinions. I'm sorry that you got hurt by some pastor or that the Church of America is not being persecuted to the point of having to meet underground for fear of being slaughtered. Etc, etc, etc. Christ established Church government when we appointed the Apostles, and if I wanted to I could go much deeper into the biblical text and argue further, but chances are you wouldn't listen anyway.

There is a piece of my recent journey as well as my thoughts on denominations. Thanks for reading :)

Peace be with you,

Stephen

"In a Hole in the Ground..."

"..there lived a Hobbit."

For years, the story of Bilbo Baggins has ignited the hearts and imaginations of children and adults alike! Good and evil, Elves and dragons, and unlikely hero on an unlikely adventure. There is a beauty to the story of Bilbo that many tales of heroes and villains lack these days...depth. 

I recently re-watched the "epic motion picture" and was overtaken by a need for adventure! Life IS an adventure, though. I forget that sometimes. It is easy to forget the reality around you and to be caught up in all that one doesn't see or what one can't hear, feel, taste, or experience. Greed and covetousness for the experiences and lifestyle
s of others is an unhealthy way of going through existence; a misuse of the time that God has allotted to us. 

Recently, it has come to my attention that I dwell on the "what could be" and miss out on the "what is." Additionally, I do nothing to change "what is" to achieve the "what could be" and as a result I lay in self-imposed misery...missing out on life and missing out on opportunities to grow closer to God and to serve the Church and the world. 

Do not think that I am saying that desires to see the world or to have better things is a bad thing. Do think, however, that I am saying that we need a greater appreciation for what we do have and enjoy life as it is rather than be miserable in the thoughts of how it could be. As I have previous written about in an earlier post..."be present"
On the flip side of things, we should not become so caught up in the comforts of "what is" that we miss opportunities to step into peoples' lives and to experience the unknown, the new...and maybe even be a force of good that stumbles across the Ring of the Dark Lord, therefore becoming the gateway to saving the world form eternal darkness and despair! 

O.k. maybe a little far-fetched there, but you get my point. Bilbo was a happy fellow because he was able to enjoy the present and see the good that he had, but he also had the courage and drive to let go of all that he had to go out and be a part of something scary, challenging, and potentially life threatening. One of the most vital scenes in the movie (or so I believe) is toward the beginning when Gandalf and Bilbo are discussing the quest (see right). Gandalf states, "You will have a tale or two to tell when you come back." "Can you promise that I ever will come back,", asks Bilbo. Gandalf replied, "No...but if you do...you will not be the same." That was the point in which I found myself ready to jump on a plane to Africa! 

I think that God has a duel desire for humanity to find joy in their surroundings, but to also to not be enslaved by the possessions that we have and the lives that we run. Perhaps St. Francis of Assisi had a better understanding of what God desired for humanity than most of us do...maybe.  

I realize that I've jumped around a lot in this post, but it truly reflects my reflections (hehe) that came about from my watching the movie. 

Be grateful and work in the place that God has placed. Make the most of what you have! 

Be ready for when the call of duty comes and beckons you to do more and to be courageous for the sake of the Kingdom and for Christ our Lord and our King (who lives and reigns with the Father and with the Holy Spirit, one God now and forever. Amen). 

Peace be with you all,

Stephen

"What's in it for me?"

Have you ever asked this question? Of course you have! Even if it wasn't spoken aloud, at one point or another this question entered your thoughts and, more than likely, affected a decision or two. Self-centeredness is a critical flaw in humanity, and is often a factor in our lives.

So why are you a Christian? You might be like the majority of the American Christian society and just be a self-centered follower; just wanting to get out of Hell and hoping for a bit of health, wealth, and prosperity on side. If you are going to church and serving God for these reasons, then you are not honoring God and living the full Christian life. Now, before you get all defensive, let me say that I do not believe that your sorry butt isn't saved or covered by Grace. I'm saying that you are a fallen creature and are in need of correction and spiritual growth.

I must, therefore, pose this question: if there was no promise of Heaven or eternal life, would you still serve and love the one, true God of the universe? Would you worship the One who is worthy of worship even if He didn't give you what you wanted?

I believe we should show thanks and gratitude for what He has done for us, for if He had not saved us we would not be able to worship Him and love Him because sin would have overtaken us. If, however, that was all God chose to do, if He never promised a "here after" would you still be "Christian."

If Joel Osteen is finally and His heretical teaching are brought screaming into the Light of Truth, will you falter? Will you serve?

Again, I'm not saying that if you came to Christ with a mindset of "I want to be saved from Hell" that are not saved. I'm saying that we must now move past that and on toward true love and devotion of God that is selfless. It is a goal that I think is all but impossible to reach, but I hope to be able to reach it one day. Let us strive together as one body to rid ourselves of our sin and to move towards purity of heart and soul. For there are a thousand reasons why people have yielded to the beckoning call of Christ and all are in need of the transforming work of the Spirit. God Did not call us to get pure and then come and be counted as the redeemed. No, we were counted among the redeemed and then God said "come to me and be made pure."


The Darkness Within

A friend of mine recently introduced me to a band called "Imagine Dragons" and I immediately fell in love with three songs in particular. I would advise listening to their songs "Radioactive" and "Bleeding Out", but the song that I am currently most compelled by is the song "Demons." As a courtesy, I have add the link to the song via youtube for your listening pleasure, as well as a point of reference to what I am now writing about.

This song pulls upon my desire for perfection and reminds me of the overwhelming reality that I simply am incapable of reaching perfection. I am full of darkness and I am prone to greed, pride, deceit, and failure. This is the reality of the human condition; we are ever seeking greatness but always falling short because of the sin that taints our souls.

Those of us who have been Church leaders (whether voluntary or paid staff) can deeply relate to the words of this song as is screams of a need to be there for others and the "need" to hide the demons that lay just beyond the surface of our skin. Church leaders are often too concealing of the faults and sinful natures for a variety of reasons. While it is not possible for a Priest, Church leader, or volunteer to be completely transparent about their sinfulness, it is necessary that a certain level of transparency be maintained.

Despite the fact there is always going to be a measure of sin within our hearts (until the final purification, at the end of all beginnings) we can stand in the comfort that the True and Holy One knows and understands all and has deemed it is a meet and right and joyful thing to shower grace upon humanity and upon His redeemed. We can never be perfect, but that does not mean we are not useful or that we have lost our value as God's special creation on Earth!

I hope that you listen to the lyrics of this song and that it moves you in such a deep and wonderful way; that you will allow the Holy Spirit to speak to through the words of another.

Be intentional in all action, attentive in daily encounters, and be present in life.

Peace be with you,

Stephen 

"He loves you too much..."

Yesterday I was on my way to Knoxville for a job interview and I drove through good ole Dayton, TN and visited Bryan College. I wanted to see a couple of my professors and ask for their prayers, pick up a friend of mine who wanted to tag along for support, and to hear a certain chapel speaker named Marva Dawn whom I love listening to dearly. Her words, however, were not the ones that moved me yesterday. Instead they were the words of a professor/friend at Bryan (whom we all call Mr. E).

 He asked me how life was and I told him that it had been stressful and so on, but then he looked at me and told me that it was just another way that God was showing His love to me...and then he said "Let me put it this way. He loves you too much NOT to put you through difficulties and trials that are going to hurt you and ultimately leave you more Christlike than before." BOOM!

Ok, so when I'm going through crap and I'm needing consolidation it is best that you don't give me any of the following answers: "You should pray more", "You need to read your Bible more", "God Loves you and has a great plan for your life", "It's just the enemy trying to get to you" or "You are almost out of this and God is going to pour out blessing 'pressed down shaken together and running over'!"

I will smile and nod...but beyond that I wont benefit from your words and I will mark you off as having not listened (Unless of course your name is Matt Benson...in which case, all but the last answer is going to have an impact on my life). Why? I pray often...I read much less often (haha), but it's not about how many prayers you've prayed or how many verses you have memorized. Numbers and achievements don't promise a life without difficulty and pain. B) You probably didn't even ask about my spiritual life anyway, so you are assuming a suffering spirituality and are prescribing to me a remedy based off of ill thinking, and you not giving me the respect of actually listening to what I'm saying. C) The devil is not after me. Trust me. He has a great deal of other people far more important to focus on than me. I'm not the leader of a country, church group, or even a family. I guarantee  you that Satan doesn't give me the time of day. D) Eisegesis doesn't help me any more than your not listening.

These words, however, that were given to me by Mr. E were encouraging and thought provoking. Pastor talk about the love of God in a way that says that His love will bring an end to our trials and that He will also give us material gains, but what my friend told me made a different statement. The implications are that God's love is actually the reason for the the hardship in the first place! Preach that from the pulpit and see how many come back next week! People don't want God unless He is going to sympathize with all their petty whims and desires and/or wants to erase all of their pain and suffering immediately. No one wants to think about the difficult truth of God leading us into times of shadow on purpose.

          "He causes me to dwell in darkness as those who are long dead..."                             (Lamentations 3:8a)

Even Paul of Tarsus talked about God causing him to have a "thorn in his side" and that God would not take it away from Him.

Also, God's goal in these hardships is not to bring us wealth, glory or even happiness! It's to make us more Christlike...

God's wants us to be cleansed of our sin so that we can live in greater unity with Him and his Holy Spirit, to be lights and witnesses in the darkness of the World, and He purges us through trials and sufferings. We live to glorify and serve Him, not to be served by Him. This self centered Christianity in America needs to come to an end, and a true Christ centered Christianity needs to rise from it's ashes.

Grace and Peace to you all,

Stephen  

Imagine...

A young man looks up and sees a great lake before him, a great relief from the rocky mountains that his feet have had to endure for so long. He rushes into the water and takes in the coolness and the refreshing feel of liquid washing away the sweat and grime that he has had to live with for weeks on end. What joy! What relief! He is back to the land of his origin, to the familiar and the comfortable...or then again, not...so...comfortable. 

Words began to form in the back of his mind...as if echoing from a great distance saying, 


"My dear traveler, how long has your soul been at ease though wounds and pain you have endured? You have seen great joy and great sorrow; the journey has taken its toll. Traveler, you have returned from your journeys and you have brought your scars...but have you forgotten why you have those scars? War. 


"Do you not remember why you began your journey?A song. A song called to you from the depth, oh traveler. Do you not remember? It filled your heart with dread, yet you could not escape desire for it. It seemed like the very notes of your heart were being played for the first time and Life came and she led you away...to pain and purging she led you away. 


"Now you have returned to your place of 'comfort', just as blind as you were before. That song led you away and transformed you; brought forth the Light within your soul. You were pulled away so that you could find strength; you were drawn from chaos so that you might have order...that through war you might find strength and the peace that would complete you. Your journey wasn't over. Be careful, lest you be enslaved again." 


Suddenly...his eyes are open...


Out of the water the young traveler rushes with all ferocity and speed! It is too late. Darkness rolls over the mountains like smoke pouring over a balcony and his way out is blocked. Fear grips the young man's mind and instantly he runs for his sack. There is little time and he knows it. With all haste he pulls out rags and bandages his open wounds, wraps his wrists and ankles, and grabs his staff. He stands and prays that he can defend himself against what he knows is about to come. 


The lake that was a source of delight and relief just moments ago, was now churning with fury and hatred, beckoning the still weak and weary traveler to come and drown. It seemed like the joy and the life within him was being siphoned out of him, as if the very air he breathed was being taken from his nostrils. Despair stabs his heart as a great sea serpent bubbles out of the deep, letting out a roar that would turn the hearts of even the most hardened of men. 


Now, I am no writer (at least not in terms of fiction), but I do have an active imagination. One that I should probably exercise a little more often to be honest. How about you? How long have you gone without using your imagination? Can you see this taking place. If you are a guy then you might even be seeing yourself in this story. If you are a girl then you are daydreaming about someone you like or making up your dream guy, or perhaps you are THAT kinda person and decided to exchange all the "he's" for "she's" and the "his'" for "her's", and all of those are perfectly fine.

So you are probably trying to figure out why the heck I took the time to write all this. Don't worry, I have several perfectly good reasons.

1) In the beginning, God created the Heavens and the Earth...and He said "Let Us make man in Our Image." and the rest is history. Granted, I took two totally separate scriptures and put them side by side...ok yes, yellow flag in most cases. I do not believe, however, that in my doing so I am changing the context or meaning that we can derive from scripture. God is creative. This is evidenced by the World that surrounds us on a daily basis!

Such beauty and wonder. Each of our lives, whether good or...not so good, are pieces of art that display the image of God and the beauty of our Creator. God is creative, and as a part of being made in the image of God...so are we.

It is God glorifying that we should use our imaginations that He has given to us to create, to describe, or even to prescribe reality.

2)I wanted to write out a metaphor that reflected my perspective of my current place in life spiritually, emotionally, psychologically (which I call the Great Trifectoid see previous post). I wanted to do this for the sake of processing my own thoughts and feelings, but to also help give others a chance to see things a new perspective. That maybe others feel the same way as I do at this moment, or perhaps to help others who don't feel the same way to have an avenue in which they might be able to grasp such a feeling.

3) By golly I wanted to to improve my skills in creative writing.

So now that you have had a chance to read a little bit into my soul, lets continue on. The rest will be created by drawing from the hope and the desires I have within me for my present and my future...leading to the ending that I want most, what I aim for most, and truly believe will be the outcome in reality.

The terrible, scaly creature stared menacingly into the eyes of the quivering soul that stood on the edge of the bubbling cauldron. Stone cold, the young traveler (who felt very much like a little child again) stood frozen in terror and in anger with himself. Why had he ended up here? How could he have come so far just to fall at the gnashing teeth of the beast that once enslaved him so long ago? 

And there is was...faint at first, but it was definitely there. The Voice...the Voice that sang from the echoing depths of eternity and straight into the young man's soul began to speak again. It said, "Test the waters. Your end is not here." and with that strength rushed into him as if from some unknown  source and courage overtook him. He stood tall and held his staff in hand. Eyes locked with the beast, he bid the monster to come and die.


Never had there been such a fire as that which lit up within him as he ran across the rocks and the waves. He wasn't sure how he was running across the churning waters (and it is uncertain whether he even realized it till after the battle was over), but in the moment it was irrelevant. All that mattered was victory. He had no choice; there was no running, no turning back now. It was win...or die. 


The serpent dived and surfaced in many attempts to strike the traveler down, but to no avail! He was too fast for the serpent and he glided across the water if he were one with it. He struck at the great sea monster every chance he could and it screamed with pain as energy and flames burst from his staff, but none of the attacks were enough to slay the creature. 


The battle raged for over an hour, but to the traveler it seemed like an eternity. Despite his new found strength and vigor, it did not appear that it was going to be enough to fight. How could he win with just a mere staff. Suddenly a sword appeared in his hand and the Voice spoke saying, "You will never fight alone, my dear traveler. I started you on this journey and I will see you through to the end." Words began to fill his mouth and a language he did not know came forth. As he stood hovering over the water staring at the monster, now turning and rushing toward him, the young man who had become more than a mere traveler readied himself and screamed the words that poured from his soul! 


Wind and water swirled around him and launched him towards the throat of his assailant and sliced through the neck of the great monster...then landed on the other side of the sea of water. The battle was finally won. 


"What happened then?" you might ask. The traveler picked up his things and kept going. The journey was not over and in his heart he knew there were many more such demons that lay in the path before him; many of which were not his own to fight. The sword now gone, he continued on with nothing more than his staff and his clothes to behold the wondrous adventures that lie ahead. 

Drama, Drama, Drama...

It seems like the majority of television these days if filled with shows that are just flooded with drama. Between shows like "Secret Life of the American Teenager" and "Degrassi", how are people expected to have healthy and stable emotions? Apart from that it appears that drama levels are on the rise in the lives of every day Americans and have been steadily doing so for decades.


When I say "drama", I am not talking about plays or suspense..I'm talking about situations blowing up over nothing. Things like someone crying because their "boo" got the wrong colored flowers (which is and OBVIOUS sign that they don't care), a word misread in a text message and someone immediately ending a relationship without talking it out, or a sibling being deleted off of Facebook because he/she invited him/her to take a parent to diner without actually being involved in the planning process (totally know someone who had this happen to them). No, i'm talking about the DRAMA that we used to see just in high schools and in middle schools, but now infiltrates as early as preschool to as late as eternity.


My own life is not void of this terrible disease. In fact I have a couple members of my extended family that grow the stuff, smoke it in a pipe, and then blow it in your face. If you just understood my metaphor, then you know how "suffocating" it can be to be around people who breed drama. My purpose in saying all this is not to complain, but to ask a question?


Why all the drama?! 
Why the emotional and relational instability?
How should we be dealing with it?


Lets start with the first question.


"Why all the drama?" When I think about all the situations that I have endured that have yielded high concentrations of drama or when I think about those people that I know to be drama-breeders, there are a certain list of characteristics that come to mind. The list is as follows:


  • Pride
  • Shame
  • Insecurity
  • Immaturity
  • Self-centered 
These are the things I see most, and logically I have to come to the conclusion that there is some sort of relationship between these characteristics and the production of drama just by the sheer reality that both coincide together. Can these characteristic be present without the production of drama? Sure. Can drama be produced without these characteristics? Mmmm...maybe, but not according to my experiences nor by any extent of my ability to reason. To answer my first question, I believe that the root of "drama" is SIN. 

"NOW HOLD UP!" Now for those of you reading this who might jump on the fact that I listed "shame" and would like to point out that it is not sin...I would have to say that you are right. Shame is not a sin per say. It is, however, a distortion of our mental and emotional health that was not meant to be a part of our lives and is often rooted in pride. So no, it is not a sin listed in the Bible, but it not to be something that is intimately a part of our lives. We will experience shame, but it is arguably "sinful" to live in it. 

"Why the emotional and relational instability?" Given the various causes for drama, is it any wonder why it is so burdensome? These particular sins, mixed with the emotions that come with them and with drama, are very hard on a relationship, and often lead to the termination of friendship. In some cases even families are torn apart. As a former youth ministry intern, I found that most of the kids who were drama-filled, experienced a lot of drama in their homes. Teens expressed the great heartache and difficulty when facing family drama. When we live like the world owes us or based around ourselves, then we live outside of the "original design" and we suffer from our sin and form the consequences of sin. When relationships struggle, emotions spike, minds race, and we get caught in a vicious cycle of destruction. 


"How should we be dealing with it?" I have a dear friend who deals with a lot of drama in her world and it becomes a significant stress producer in her life. What baffles me is that she will sit and watch these TV shows that are nothing but drama! I asked her about this once out of concern; certain that in watching these shows that it must only be adding to her plight. Why would someone who experiences so much drama in there own life want to see it lived out by others in mass overdose? Her response was, "It helps me to get my mind of of my own drama for a while." This statement struck me...I had never considered that it might be helping her deal with her own drama. The question remains...does it help?


Bottling up emotions or ignoring ones emotions are very destructive for one's emotional, mental, physical, and spiritual health (a statement derived from both common knowledge and personal experience). But pouring it all out on someone continuously isn't good either. First and foremost we have to realize our strength comes from God, and if we are truly to overcome we need to have the wisdom and strength of His Spirit. While I think that it's ok to pull away from drama from time to time to rest and refocus, it is also important that we learn to process our emotions and to communication open. 


START with yourself. Pray and ask yourself if you are somebody that produces drama. If so, why? Whats the root? Once you identify it, take it to God and seek Him. When you take things to God in humility and with a willingness to work, He will help make your faith complete by strengthening you and helping you with your problems. 


OTHERS might be the source of drama in your life. If they are family, well you pretty much have to live with it, but you have to learn to continue showing Christian character through love and patience (yes yes I know...easier said than done), and be sure to try to keep communicating. Express your feelings and confront family when they are going over board, just do it in love. If it is just someone you know, then you need to decide if your willing to put up with that before you let your friendship get to far. If you are willing to have a friend that produces drama...then God be with you, but don't you dare go into the relationship expecting them to change...it won't be healthy for wither of you. If you are already in too deep, be loving, patient, and try talking it out with your friend (say it with me) WITH LOVE. 


This was a long reflection, but I had a lot of thoughts on it that have been building up over the last few days. 


Peace be with you :]

Sacraments: Simply Symbolic or Secretly Supernatural


I recently wrote a research paper on the topic of the sacraments and decided that I would put post it to share what I learned, some of my developing thoughts, and to receive feedback. I have personally not come to a conclusion on where I stand on the topic, but am in careful consideration. If you have responses, article, or other blogs that you believe would be useful, feel free to share! Enjoy!

Sacraments: Simply Symbolic or Secretly Supernatural  

            Throughout the course of Christian history sacraments have played a major role in the life of the believer. Whether they are viewed as an act that merely symbolizes a greater meaning or as mystical acts that bring impartations of grace from God, all would agree that the sacraments are God-given. The sacraments are not only a vital part of Church history, but are also essential for Church life today. For one to understand the sacraments and to come to a conclusion as to where to stand concerning the theology of sacraments, one must first delve into the history and into the various circles of theological thought. This paper will not attempt to create a solid conclusion about the sacraments, but instead will explore the historical views of the sacraments, explain the differences in perspectives among various ecclesiological thought, and will argue that, at the very least, the sacraments are not just mere symbols.

Definition of Sacrament
A vital first step in developing a theological standpoint on any topic is to clearly define the words and thoughts involved. Here one must be sure to understand the definition of the word “sacrament” and be aware that there may be more than one definition used, especially when dealing with multiple paradigms of belief.
In The HarperCollins Encyclopedia of Catholicism, Mark Francis explains that the word “sacrament” finds its roots in the Latin word sacramentum, which means “oath” or “pledge”, but at one point held a much broader meaning and actually referred to any “manifestation of God’s power and love in space and time” (1146). The word was first used among the ranks of the Roman soldiers who would make an oath, or sacramentum, to their commanding superiors, making an honorable statement of pure loyalty to their commanders (Bishop 102-03).
It is most fascinating to think about how the word’s usage has changed over such a short period of time as to go from a soldier’s oath of loyalty to becoming a word that describes holy, early Church rituals of worship. It makes sense that the word for “oath” or “pledge” would be used to describe such things as Eucharist, Baptism, and the various other recognized sacraments, especially since many of them we’re indeed used as “oaths” or “pledges” of Believer’s faith.
The word “sacrament” can also be linked back to the Greek word mysterion which mean “mystery” and gives off the idea of concealment or “hiddeness” (Francis 1146). This is apparent in how the Church has seen the workings of the Holy Spirit through the sacraments as a mystery of sorts, something that cannot be understood within the confines of our limited knowledge and limited comprehension.

Sacraments and the Church
We know from reading the New Testament writings that the Lord’s Supper was practiced in the early Church, outside of the original act preformed by Jesus with His disciples. It holds a great deal more significance than simply gathering to eat, and we can determine this from the language that is used in the New Testament that consistently says “breaking of bread” rather than “eating of bread” (Cullmann 14). Communion was a significant part of early Church worship and was kept regularly among the believers (Cullmann 12). It would not make sense however that if the word means “oath” that it at one point referred to any “manifestation of God’s power and love” (Francis 1146), unless of course the perspective was that God manifesting His power and love was, in fact, He Himself giving some sort of “oath”, as He did with the rainbow (ESV Genesis 9:13).

Lists of Sacraments
Catholics recognize seven different sacraments: Baptism, Confirmation, Eucharist (also known as Communion or the Lord ’s Table), Reconciliation (or Penance), Anointing of the Sick, Marriage (or Matrimony), and Holy Orders (Francis 1147). To those who are unfamiliar with Catholicism, a few of the listed Roman Catholic sacraments hold little to no meaning or significance to the Protestant, such as Confirmation, Penance, and Holy Orders (also known as Ordination to Priesthood).
Protestants take a somewhat different approach to the listing of the sacraments. Most Protestant books on the matter of the sacraments only discuss baptism and Eucharist, which is a strong implication that these are the only one recognized among the majority of Protestantism. Since Protestantism came out of a rebellion against what was believed to be false teaching, it is not surprising that they have an alternate list from that of the Catholics. The only real exception is found among Pentecostal/Charismatic Denominations.
Within the Pentecostal denominations we see a stark contrast in the area of sacraments from the rest of the universal Church. Even though they appear to hold to the predominantly “Baptist” perspective, “Baptist” as is described by Dorman (293), in that the actions are not called sacraments at all and that they are purely symbolic. David Bishop describes in his article “On the Sacraments”, found in Pentecostal Worship, that the reasoning for most Pentecostal denominations desire to refrain from calling the actions sacraments is more out a distaste for the original meaning and usage of the word in its Latin roots (102), leaving one with the belief that it is not a lack of believing the acts to be important or sacred.
 This would seem to be very inconsistent with the rest of Pentecostal doctrine considering its heavy emphasis on the presence of the Holy Spirit and his working in one’s life. One would think that with many Pentecostals being as mystical as they are in their beliefs about the Holy Spirit would be just as equally mystical about the sacraments. Observation of the way many treat the sacraments, along with stories shared by known Pentecostal, might actually prove to be enlightening and reveal more of a rebellion against the idea of sacraments providing salvific grace rather than a true belief that the sacraments are purely symbolic. Though, in speculation, to say that the sacraments are more than symbolic probably would seem to them as deifying a ritual rather than relying upon the Holy Spirit and would therefore make sense that they take the symbolic approach.
Bishop explains that, generally, Pentecostals recognize the following three “ordinances” (or sacraments): The Lord’s Supper, Water Baptism, and the Washing of the Saint’s Feet (103-19). The first two listed sacraments are expected, but the idea of feet washing being a sacrament comes across as rather odd to many of the non-Pentecostal denominations, and rightly so. Apart from Jesus washing the Apostles’ feet, this action does not appear to be practiced elsewhere in the New Testament, nor does Jesus give any type of command or statement that would imply that believers should participate in such actions. Though Paul speaks of widows “washing the feet of the saints” (1 Timothy 5:9-10), it is not clear whether he meant this literally or not, and foot washing does not appear to be recorded in accounts of early Church history as a regular or sacred act among the believers.
In the biblical text, Jesus appears to simply be giving the disciples an object lesson and modeling for them an attitude of the heart that they must maintain and not initiating a sacrament. Bishop argues that it is just as biblical as communion since the two were done together in the same sitting, because of Jesus words that state, “If I then your Lord and Teacher, have washed your feet, you also ought to wash one another’s feet” (John 13:14). Even though one could argue from this verse alone, it is rather unwise. Apart from that, the verse that follow clearly demonstrate that Jesus is telling the disciples to have the heart of a servant, and not necessarily saying that the washing of feet is to be a ritual that is regularly practiced.
 Unlike the other sacraments listed among other denominations, foot washing does not display worship or gratitude unto Jesus or the Father as the Eucharist does. Foot washing does not symbolize death to the old man and the finding of new identity in Christ as baptism does. Finally, foot washing does not include any type of vow or commitment to others as marriage and ordination into ministry does.

Symbolism in the Sacraments
            Baptism
Baptism into water is a sign of cleanness (Clowney 276) and can be seen as the taking on of a new identity in Christ (Grun 4). Historically we know that Baptism did not start with Christianity. Baptism has been a part of the lives of ancient Egyptians and even the Greeks (Ferguson 25). Baptism has, therefore, been used as a means of “purification” for even centuries before the coming of Christ. It would good to note that it’s broad and historical use would lead one to think the Jews and Gentiles in the day of Christ would then have a very real understanding of Baptism. Ferguson explains that in additions to its use in ancient Egypt, it is also recorded that Jews themselves used baptism, which of course gives a much more immediate understanding and usage for those in Jesus’ day (60).
Baptism was used in many rituals of cleansing in Old Testament law, but more importantly it was used later in the taking on of a proselyte or a Gentile convert to Judaism (Ferguson 72), and since it is well known that Christianity finds its roots in Judaism it is not surprising that baptism was one of Christ’s prime choices for a sacrament. There is already a deep cultural understanding present and an agreed upon meaning by various racial communities and is, therefore, not a ritual that needed to be explained. 
            Eucharist
            The symbolism behind Communion, or Eucharist, is probably the most clear of all the sacraments. Jesus states that bread and wine, or Communion, is representative of His body and His blood and that we are to partake often in remembrance of Him (Mark 14: 22-23). It is significant to note that both items used were food products that are taken into oneself for life and nourishment. Phillips states that because of the presence of God in the Communion and his “giving of Himself in this concentrated manner” (29), we are being spiritually nourished. Just as eating food of a physical nature replenishes us and becomes a part of our body to provide life and energy, so does that which is made to be spiritual food replenish and nourish our souls by being interwoven within our souls.
            Calvin and Augustine defined the Eucharist and baptism as “visible [signs] of an invisible grace” (Wallace 133). The sacraments are worthless unless coupled with scripture and the command of Christ, since the Word of God is what gives us revelation and understanding (134). Wallace states that the Eucharist and Baptism are signs of proclamation that one will live out his faith and that he is now partaking in the grace of God (141). From this perspective, one has already received the grace, but the sacraments act as a symbol that proclaims to the World that one is devoted to God.
            Confirmation
            Moving on to some of the other Catholic sacraments, confirmation holds a key place in the life of the Catholic Christian. Confirmation is probably the one sacrament that has seen the most significant changes in the history of its use. Originally, Confirmation came along with the baptism, but over time began to be separated and given a great deal of meaning (Camille 114). Camille explains that Confirmation is the declaration of one being initiated into the Church, as well as the convert proclaim they realize that he/she has a responsibility to be a witness to the world so that people might know Christ and be free.
Camille also explains that in antiquity a person confirmed would be prayed for by laying on of hands, the presiding bishop would pray for the spiritual gift to be imparted into the confirmed, and the confirmed would be anointed with oil (114). The ritual has been changed with the occurrence of Vatican II, removing the slight “blow to the cheek” that the bishop would give to the confirmed as a reminder of the price of being a Christian (115). Modern day Protestants do not uphold this tradition, but usually settle with acceptance as Church membership. It appears that Church membership, however, would not be viewed as a sacrament by any means.
Confirmation can easily be supported in the scriptures, especially since it is common knowledge that the Disciples did in fact pray for the new converts with the laying on of hands in the book of Acts (8:18), as well as being mention in Paul’s letters (1 Timothy 5:22; 2 Timothy 1:6; Hebrews 6:2). Since the Holy Scriptures give us the impression that the Holy Spirit is present in the acts of laying on of hands and anointing with oil, there is a great deal of support for viewing Confirmation as a sacrament.
Catholics also apply a great deal of extra symbolism and richness to the act of Confirmation by adding the requirement of a sponsor, someone who is stand as a guide and a supporter in the life of the one being confirmed (Grun 103). It is a beautiful concept and one that is missing throughout the Protestant Church today.
            While the sacraments do not appear to have really changed in meaning over the last twenty-odd centuries, it is inarguable that the cultural significance of some acts might be lost to those of Western thought and community.
            Marriage
            Marriage is the “covenant by which a man and woman establish between themselves a partnership of their whole life and which of its own very nature is ordered to the well-being of the spouses and to the procreation and upbringing of children.” (Lawler 821) Marriage has long been seen as a covenantal agreement between two people across all denominations. Marriage is something that greatly reflects our relationship to God and to Christ (Lawler 822-23). Marriage unites a couple, making them “one flesh” through their sexual intimacy that binds them to one another in mind, soul, and spirit (Camille 145). Marriage holds a great deal for symbolism for the Church, and there is a beautiful thing that occurs at the marriage of two individuals. This does not, however, imply that it is sacramental. Jesus did not command the church to marry, though He did use marriage as a metaphor on many occasions. Marriage is not necessarily a proclamation of faith or a “sign of invisible grace”, as was discussed earlier.
            Marriage could possibly be considered a sacrament, simply because it does greatly reflect Christ and the Church in that a couple vow themselves to one another and surrender their own desire for each other. Since they are being committed together to God to commit to one another, and they entire a deep and intimate relationship of love together, it could be argued as a sacrament (Grun 167).
Ordination
            While the Catholic Church does recognize the priesthood of all the believers, the ordained priest holds a Different role. They are “priests to the priests” (Camille 15) in many ways. The purpose of the ordained priest is to be the administer of the sacraments to the rest of the Church body and to serve other Christians in whatever way is needed (Grun 204-05). Some of the characteristic of priests in history were that they cast out the demonic, guarded that which is holy or sacred, stood in mediation between humanity and the divine, chanted and/or sang songs of lament or praise, and preformed various rites or rituals (Grun 206-12). The Church definitely needs people who have dedicated their lives to life and soul of the Church, and who live sacrificially to minister to younger in the faith, the vows that Priests take and their elevated position are unnecessary. They do, however, ensure that the sacraments are administered correctly and that the teachings of the Church remain, at the very least, consistent. Is ordination something to be deemed a “sacrament”? Probably not, but the role of the ordained priest does have its use, though the concept is not necessarily found in the New Testament writings.
            Anointing the Sick
            Also referred to as “Extreme Unction” or “Last Rites”, this sacrament is performed when members of the Church is facing extreme illness, old age, or are close to death (Ciferni 57). Coming from a biased, Pentecostal background, one might be infuriated by this interpretation of New Testament acts of anointing the sick, as might many others from a non-Catholic perspective. When James stated that elders should gather around those who are sick and anoint then with oil (James 5:14), he probably did not have this in mind.
            While anointing with oil was (and still is) a common practice in the Church, even being found in early Judaism, it is only the Catholic perspective that can be viewed as resembling a sacrament, but one could argue that, like much of the doctrine taught in the Catholic Church, that this is a skewed interpretation of scripture.
            Penance
            Penance is also known as Reconciliation or as Confession. Confession as a regularly preformed act has significantly decreased over the decades, even among the Catholics (Grun 122). Since the events of Vatican II, however, the sacrament of Penance has taken on a form that is indeed better described as “reconciliation” and now focuses on the idea of restoration or relationships and achieving forgiveness (Camille 128). Even though it has become more of a forgiveness and relationship-restoring act, it still has some measure of its traditional form of confessing to a priest for the purpose of being reconciled to God and to the Church (Osborne 1083).
            The reformers cried out against Reconciliation as being a sacrament. John Calvin and Luther accused the Church of making up the sacrament and stated that it was not scripturally founded (Osborne 1085). Calvin and Luther must not have argued their points very well since the practice is still alive and well. While the Bible does say that we are to tell one another of our sins and to help each other (James 5:16), there are no verse that set it up as a sacrament. Biblically one can see that James was giving instruction for a community of believers and not prescribing a ritual of confession to a priest or elder.
             The act of confession is indeed relieving and helps to break the guilt of someone’s life, and acts of reconciliation are redemptive and bring healing to the minds and hearts of the people, but these are not reasons to call such an act a sacrament. At the same time, the growing theological idea that one does not need to openly confess to anyone other than Jesus should probably be considered unhealthy for believers.

Sacraments and the Spirit
In her book Invitation to Catholicism, Alice Camille breaks down the difference between “sign”, “symbol”, and “sacrament.” (102-03). “Signs” are simply things that convey an agreed upon meaning by a community of people, but that is all. “Symbols” convey meanings as well, but go far beyond just holding meaning. Camille uses the American flag as a prime example for helping explain the concept of “symbol.” The flag has colors and shapes and hold an agreed upon meaning, but in addition to that it represents the U.S. as a whole, both her philosophies and her people. Camille then describes sacrament as being so much more than either a symbol or a sign because of a sacraments affect on the soul. She states that “for Catholics, a sacrament is so much more than what it represents, it is what it represents” (103). Therefore, Penance is not just an action, but it actually brings about forgiveness. Marriage actually unifies, communion brings about transformation, and baptism actually cleanses.
While there is certain attractiveness to this way of thinking, there has to be more support from the scriptures to allow most people to accept this belief. The idea , however does not necessarily oppose scripture, and can therefore be argued as possibly a valid perspective that may simply have to be concluded through subjective experience rather than straight academics.
Thinking back to the root meaning of “mystery” (Francis 1146), it is easy to see how one could come to this conclusion. What mystery is there if the sacraments are just symbols and do not actually have an effect on the participant. Unfortunately, there is no real scriptural evidence to support this way of thinking. All scripture gives us is one passage where Paul states that communion should not be done flippantly, since in doing so may result in serious sickness or even death (1 Corinthian 11:27-31). This is definitely a significant fact and suggests that, at the very least, the Holy Spirit takes communion very seriously and punishes those who partake without the proper hearts or mindsets.
It is important to recognize that Catholics do not claim sacraments to be “magic rituals” but that instead they are things that the Holy Spirit is very present in and, therefore, works through to accomplish the action or meaning that each sacrament represents. It is God choosing to work through an action that He established to be done in the Church, not the sacrament itself, but God’s presence in the midst of the sacrament (Camille 103).

Sacraments in relationship to salvation
The common understanding is that Catholics believe that it is through the sacraments that one receives an impartation of grace. It is not a magical ritual, but instead it is something that God “chooses to work through” and He is not “bound” by the sacraments (Camille 112). The Protestant perspective on baptism is that it is merely “the seal on profession of faith”, which poses a problem in that it is significantly less unifying than the Catholic Church (Green 16), but in many circles still imply a working of the Spirit.
A major theological debate among certain denominations is the issue of infant baptism. While there are many today who could care less on the topic, it is definitely not a subject to be overlooked. The primary question is in whether baptism has a salvific nature. In Children of Promise, Geoffrey Bromiley makes an attempt to argue for the salvation of children through infant baptism (91-111). He primarily shows arguments that completely misuse scripture and raise more theological concerns.
If baptism of any kind is an instrument for bringing about salvation, then what do we do with Christ and His sacrifice? Was His sacrifice a payment for baptism to save people? This is a rather illogical conclusion. This perspective makes baptism too much like magic and takes too much glory away from the workings of Christ, and would beg us to call into question the “innocence” of a child. Bromiley writes of the argument that infants do not require forgiveness or salvation since they have not “had the chance to sin”, but then makes it clear that scripture does not give us an examples of exceptions to humans being sin-filled (96-97).
If baptism is not a bestowing of salvation, than what use does it have beyond being a mere dedication of the infant, which appears to be a common practice among other denominations. Since baptism is such an important part of the lives of the believers and their conscious choice to yield to Christ in repentance, it would inappropriate to baptize an infant. On the opposite side of the argument, if it can be determined biblically that baptism can give an assurance of salvation then it must become a regular act of the church. The parents of the infant must then be held to a even higher standard of discipling the infant in its growing years (Bromiley 110).
Camille states that we should not concern ourselves with the “what-ifs”, but recognize God’s choosing to work through sacraments provides a way, and that in the end it does not matter since the “Council of Trent offered the concept of ‘baptism of desire’” (112). She calls it a “beautiful theological basket woven to defend God’s power to supply whatever is need in any emergency”, and this accounts for those to live and die without ever having heard the gospel (112).
In response to Camille’s statements, one must call into question the need to “defend God’s power to supply” and how it is that we as humans can make such theological claims. Unfortunately, there do not appear to be any scriptural support for this theological claim, which is a major sign that one must approach the topic with caution and great care. Another hole in this theory is that if God merely supplies the faith necessary to let those who have not heard the Gospel receive salvation, then would it not be cruel and condemning of God to go telling everyone the “Good News”? This makes the sharing of the Gospel equal to the giving of Moses’ law rather than bringing life and freedom! It would then be better to remain silent on the matter of Christ and simply teach good morals.
As Christians we have to remember that Jesus is the source of our salvation. It is possible that God might use communion and baptism as the means for which he bestows grace, but it is hard to support this theory scripturally. Since we cannot assume salvation coming from the sacraments, we must then be willing to say that they are significant symbols in which the Holy Spirit interacts with and uses for our benefit.

Conclusion
It is evident that there is some much deeper to the sacraments than many Christians accept, but at the same time there is a risk of finding oneself believing a dangerous, opposite extreme. A lot of American Christians, especially those of the South, do not participate and show the appreciation for the traditions of the early Church. While this is not necessarily a bad thing in and of itself, the sacraments are often included in those lessened or abandoned traditions. It can easily be seen that the Protestant revolt against the Catholic false teachings has gone too far in its attempt to counteract them, and has brought about false teachings of a different sort.
When defining or explaining the sacraments, one can far too easily fall into a biased perspective and ignore what is being said by fellow believers of different perspectives. The journey to discovering the true nature of the sacraments requires time and patience, as well as an open mind to hearing what people have to say. It is not something that should be solidified in a day, or a week, or maybe even a month. No, instead it should be explored and with great care to the scriptures and with an attentive ear turned toward the Spirit who is constantly speaking to us.
Whether the essence of Christ or the presence of the Spirit is ultimately within a sacrament or not, it is undeniable that they have important roles in the lives of believers. Sacraments have a deep and meaningful effect on our hearts and minds, even if they are not essential interwoven with grace or supernatural power. It is evident that God takes sacraments incredibly seriously, especially Baptism, Eucharist, and Marriage.
In the matter of explaining sacraments, Camille stated it best when she said that “explaining a sacrament is like explaining a kiss. Best to talk less and kiss more” (102). Knowledge is only a part of the equation; experience and engagement are the others.



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