"Christian" Facebook

Recently I was talking to a friend over coffee that I greatly respect. I was sharing some things that were on my heart that was bothering me, and at one point we began talking about some of my blog posts and Facebook statuses; I found myself being humbled at my friends rebuke of a couple of immature and disrespectful posts. I had vented on one of my posts (removed the day of said conversation) in which I had been careful not to mention names, but had been ruthless and cold in other respects. People still knew who I was talking about in the post regardless of whether I put the names in there or not, and I had failed in my attempt to be "sensitive" in how I presented my thoughts. I failed to take my Christian beliefs and ethics and apply it to my everyday life. In addition to this I had done something similar with a Facebook status in which I did mention the name (also, now removed) that was even more rude and disrespectful. At this revelation I apologize to those I have disrespected and offended in my immaturity.

We have a responsibility to one another, even more so if one is a Christian, to be loving and respectful of others. We must seek to display maturity and professionalism when we display things for all the world to see. Facebook is dangerous in that we can be far to bold in our speaking, in a way that we wouldn't if the person was present. In fact it is almost cowardly to post on Facebook what one is unwilling to say to a persons face. Through Facebook there is a break down of privacy and intimacy, both of which are components of life that are extremely necessary to our growth and our stability as human beings. Emotional and mental health demand a certain level of intimacy and privacy.

My belief, my faith, my religion, and my God demand that I bring all of my life under the submission of the Holy Spirit and the Word of God almighty. This means reading my posts twice, and twice more, to make sure that I am displaying Christ-like character and love. What I did was not biblical by any means. I must continually check my heart and my attitude and seek the guidance and moving of the Holy Spirit within me. I must "become all things to all people" by tempering my soul with prayer and meditation so that I will have no malice and bitterness to be poured out into my writings. "Out of the overflow of the heart, the mouth speaks."  So, therefore, I must change my heart, but more importantly I need to seek God to have my heart changed.

Lets all learn to do this, and maybe Facebook, Blogger, Google+, and all those other forms of social media can become a better tool for community and the Gospel and not something that utterly destroys them...

A Seed of Hope

Lately I have been overwhelmed with a sort of dark, lonely reality. Though I'm surrounded by family and many friends, my previous statement remains the fabric of my reality. Through this my opinions and decisions are shaped and distorted.
Recently, in the midst of this I am able to see a great deal about myself, as well as see the strength and loyalties of my friendship. Frankly my life is a bigger mess than the Deathstar post-Luke, but it is not hopeless as I once believed. Instead I have been forced to come face-to-face once again with the reality of my sinfulness; my depravity. In turn I find myself finally seeking God as I should be. In my seeking, the Holy Spirit has begun to awaken me inside and spark something new. I fear that this will only be for a short time and I wish to revel in every last moment I have, but more importantly I want to come to the end of this season and look back and say that I have been changed and that I know beyond a shadow of a doubt that I have accomplished something of eternal value. It's coming to life...coming to bloom. My restless soul aches for more and my soul has been awakened from its comatose to stand up and be counted.
I pray for wisdom and for strength. I wish to move with the Spirit in this divine dance and to go with Him into the darkness, rushing forth like the dawn; like a river rushes forth after a dam has been broken. Its time to be present in this world again.

The Silent Implosion

Recently, I was sitting on my bed and just looking at Facebook when suddenly...I froze. I started analyzing my thoughts and actions over the last several days, weeks, and even months. There was one significant thing I've noticed about my attitude and my actions and it is that my life goals and desires have slowly begun to become focused on ME. Many who read this might think, "Isn't that the point of a life goal or desire? Is it supposed to be about your life?" I say "no". I have let the sickness that is my selfishness become exceedingly strong in my life, and in doing so I have neglected the needs of others, and most importantly the health of my spiritual life. Tonight I lay on my bed in confession of my sin and I repent of what I have done. If I have hurt anyone in the process I seek forgiveness, and if you read this I ask that you seek me out privately that I might make amends. I resist the implosion of my soul that has silently overtaken me.

 I have made life about me, stressed over my appearance, lived in self-hatred for how I look, and looked out upon the world with both arrogance and hopeless despair. These are all things that are in opposition to how I am to live as a human being. I say "human being" and not "Christian" because if God designed humanity to live a particular lifestyle, then Christians are not the only ones who should be living that way. So perhaps we should stop telling people "Stop living sinfully and start living Christianly" and start saying "Stop living sinfully and start living humanly." The evil in us is the sin nature, not the human nature...they are still two different things, though they are welded together by "Original Sin." 

The Millennial Views


          The topic of eschatology is one of the most debated doctrines within the church. It is a doctrine that stirs tension and has been an instrument of the Enemy to divide the Church. Recently, there has been a severe increase in indifference concerning doctrine among evangelical Christians. We have an obligation, however, to understand our faith, even in areas of tension like eschatology. This paper will summarize and evaluate writings by Ted Dorman and David Bloesch on the millennial views and summarize my own perspective on eschatology.
Dorman informs us that “the word ‘eschatology’ comes from the Greek ta eschata, ‘the last things.’” The millennial views that are mentioned by Dorman are Historic Premillennial, Amillennial, Postmillennial, and Dispensational Premillennial. The background I come from is Dispensational Premillennial, but now I find myself landing somewhere between Historical Premillennial and Amillennial. When reading the biblical text I find little to no support for the idea of a literal 7 year tribulation that is believe by the Dispensationalists, and neither do I find support for a Postmillennial perspective.
Bloesch gives a great deal of information on the subject by telling of the various opinions of philosophers, one of which doesn’t even have a right to speak on the subject since he had the audacity to say that “Jesus was mistaken in his expectation” of a “supernatural kingdom” (Bloesch 174-75). The very thought of declaring Jesus as “mistaken” about anything is heretical. Bloesch most assuredly must have been attempting to gain spectrum in his collection of information concerning the views of kingdom and eschatology if he is so willing to add the opinions of non-Christians.
            It’s important to determine whether Christ was referring to a “future kingdom” or if he was referring to a “present kingdom”. Therefore, it is most appropriate of Bloesch to begin his chapter on “The Personal Return of Christ” with a discussion of the meaning that Christ was trying to convey in His teachings of “Kingdom”. In the lists of opinions that Bloesch gives there are those who think that “kingdom” is an idea or way of thinking rather than a kingdom graced by the infilling of the Holy Spirit and a transcendent Church that has no borders in time or space. Perhaps the word “legacy” would best describe this thought process; that the kingdom of God is merely the “legacy” of love and grace that Jesus showed us which leaves us with simply a “moral example” view of Christ and the Church.
            Others leaned toward a “future kingdom” perspective in which there was something to look forward to in the future, the second coming of Christ! These raise questions concerning the reality of Heaven and Hell and whether or not they are real or just states of being, but unfortunately that was the topic I chose NOT to write about. Nonetheless, there are countless theological questions that arise in light of one’s eschatological view.
It has been understood as doctrine for centuries that Christ will indeed come again, and this belief is even reflected in the creeds of the early Church stating that “Christ will come again in glory to judge both the living and the dead” (Dorman 314). According to Bloesch, however, many within liberal theology look at the second coming of Christ as the outpouring of the Holy Spirit on the day of Pentecost (179). They also believe this story to be a figurative way of demonstrating the “gradual permeation of society by the ethical principles of Christ”. This particular way of thinking should infuriate many as it is a clear perversion of the gospel and the New Testament as a whole. Bloesch points out several scripture references that were written after the day of Pentecost that clear talk about the second coming of Christ. A physical and real return to the earth so that all may see Him and reign with Him on earth forever and ever. Amen.
            But the real debate lies in the millennial views. Bloesch recognizes the same views as Dorman, but instead of listing them as four separate views he lists them as three. He then simply mentions that there is dispensational alternative to premillennialism that many uphold. He describes premillennialism as a “messianic, interim kingdom inaugurated by the second coming of Christ, in which he will reign on Earth for 1,000 years (or an indefinite amount of time) before the last judgment and the end of the world” (190). Dorman classifies this as “historical” premillennialism. Many early church fathers held this view including Irenaeus, Justin Martyr, and Tertullian (Dorman 316).
            Dorman describes an interpretation of revelations that sounds very preteristic, stating that many in the early church believed that the tribulation was coming out of Rome, which was seen as Babylon (316). This interpretation leads to the belief that the millennial reign of Christ would begin with the fall of Rome and the end of persecution. This would be something easy to argue since Rome did fall and soon afterwards, the Church was instated as the religion of the state and spread like wildfire. However, persecution has still continued to plague believers all across the world ever since and, therefore, does not fulfill the promise of no more persecution or pain, nor has Christ physically returned, which nullifies the validity of this perspective.
The dispensational perspective of premillennialism suggests that the church is exempt from tribulation and torture and, therefore, will be raptured away to safety. This view was birthed in England during the nineteenth century (Dorman 319). The word “dispensation” comes from the King James Version’s translation of the Greek word oikonomia, which is found in 1 Cor. 9:7 (319). According to Dorman, the word “dispensation” theologically refers to “a period of time during which human beings are tested to see whether or not they will obey God’s revealed will” (319). In this tradition, the use of the word “Israel” can never be symbolic of the Church, only Israel. One would assume that this is why there are a great number of Zionistic Christians within this tradition of eschatology. Along with this view comes the idea of “pre-tribulation rapture”! This, according to Dorman, is an attempt to maintain unity in their interpretation of the text, which they believe requires a complete and total separation of the Church and “Israel”.
            As I said in a previous reflection paper, the belief in a “rapture” has been a significant driving force in my church. It has been used to inspire and drive people to a sense of urgency in spreading the word of God, and in this I see usefulness to the doctrine. A downside, however, is that in believing a in a “rapture soon to come” many abandon their responsibilities to the society and to their future careers. “Why go get a degree when Christ comes tomorrow?” “Don’t waste time of pointless things of this world when people are in sin and the rapture is coming!” It is a disturbing reality when people cry out “repent for the rapture is coming” instead “repent, the Christ is returning” and when they say “fear the tribulation” instead of “fear the wrath of our God…fear Hell.”
 The historical premillennialist, however, has a tendency to believe in a “post-tribulation” rapture, which means that Christians will be taken into the sky at the end of the 7 years of tribulation rather than the beginning. This is a little bit more believable, and scripturally sound, since Christ coming to rapture the church and then again in judgment at the end of the seven years could easily be interpreted as Christ returning twice, rather than just once. Christ only has one return according to scripture, and it is wise to uphold scripture as authority even if it contradicts our little paradigms that we try to fit it into.
Having come from a tradition that believes this particular perspective, I am angered by the bad theology. First of all, whenever the word “tribulation” appears in the Bible, it has a tendency to mean something bad for the Church, not for anyone else in particular. If the Church was going to be taken away, then why would the book of Revelations be written to the Church? It is pointless. Apart from this, there is one, maybe two, verses of scripture that even allude to this idea of being “raptured”. The use of this theological perspective has scarred and burdened many over the years, including myself. There is, however, the fact that this perspective does push people to evangelize and preach the gospel, especially within families. It’s a matter of love, if you love someone enough then you will want them to be raptured too and be delivered from seven years of suffering.  While the perspective does instill a sense of urgency in the hearts of believers, it holds little ground in the lives of Christians and will only prove to cause bitterness in the event that an “Anti Christ” takes the throne of world government, as many believe.
What is truly sickening is that there are certain people in the world who come up with the idea that they will write a book series based off the idea as a means of making thousands of dollars. As a result, countless perversions of scripture have infiltrated the Church by means of fictional novels! This is just evidence that Evangelicalism has severed itself from the life of the mind, allowing very little room for common sense and intelligent thought. There is no need for humanity to live out an illiterate and uneducated lifestyle just for the sake of “piety” or for “upholding biblical truth”.
            The second view is amillennialism. This perspective arose when the supposed “millennium” of the historic premillennialist interpretation “fell to ruin” at the conversion of Emperor Constantine and the establishment of protection of the Church, and it was here that the churches view of eschatology took a more metaphorical perspective (Dorman 316). While the historic premillennialist view can still be held today, at the time it seemed as if their interpretation was misguided.  Augustine developed the amillennialists interpretation and was later supported by the two most famous theologians of all time, Calvin and Luther (317). An unusual fact indeed, especially since both opposed a great deal of Augustine’s other teachings and philosophies.
 Those of the perspective of amillennialism believe “that the kingdom of God is now present in the world as the victorious Christ rules His people by Word and Spirit” (Bloesch 191). They do, however, still look forward to the future return of Christ, but only after a period of great increase of the darkness and a buildup of the forces of evil in the world.  This increase of darkness and evil will result in continuous and terrible persecution of the Church as the power of the Word and Spirit of God also increase in power (193). Stating that the whole condition of the world is shifting and churning, results in a fight for control and influence until reaching the climax of Christ’s return. The gospel will indefinitely win in the end.
 This particular view is very attractive in that it is not overly literal in its interpretation of the apocalyptic writings. There is both hope and a realization of the presence of evil in the world. The view rests between the worldviews of idealism and realism, which increases my appreciation for it. There is a sense of realism in that there is “evil” and it rules in this world and hates the Kingdom of God, while the idealistic perspective that “good” will reign in the end and God will overthrow evil. These are both elements of truth that I see echoed in the Bible as a whole and is a proper way of viewing the world, but does the view hold strong biblical support? Honestly, what view does? This view definitely holds much more support than the dispensational premillennialist view.
The third view given to us is postmillennialism. Postmillennialism is viewed as being more of an “optimistic” perspective. Postmillennialism promotes the idea of unhindered spreading of the gospel in a “Golden age of the Church” (193). They would say that Satan being bound is in reference to him being unable to stop people from hearing the truth of the Gospel and it moving through the world in fullness of power.
Bloesch points out that each of the three views have their own strengths and weaknesses, such as the premillennialist’s tendency to be too literal, as I mentioned earlier. While it’s true that they uphold the idea of a physical return of Christ, they also support many biblical promises as well as upholding the reality of a soon coming Christ back to His people. In addition, they have a great number of textual weaknesses, such as the separation of the return of Christ and the judgment of sinners (194).
Bloesch argues that Postmillennialism has a great deal more biblical foundation than most people really understand (195). Therefore, we have a view that does have scripture that can very easily support many of its opinions.  These scriptures include the concept of Satan being bound as meaning that he is not able to hinder the spread of the gospel. They also support a mass turning of people to Christ rather than the darker view that only a “remnant” will turn to Christ.  This view that masses will be turning to Christ is definitely something to be desired and something many would think to be reflective of the love and grace of a sovereign God who desires for man to turn to Him and be with Him. This view is definitely how I would like to think concerning God, but sadly I find myself questioning these particular attributes and my understanding of them.
The downside to this perspective is the removal of expectancy in Christ’s return and the clear imagery being an “intervention” of the ongoing evil in the world (196).  This perspective also results in their being a passive perception of the continual demonic influence in the world today. Postmillennialism, however, is appealing as a view that sees God’s love, grace and sovereignty as forces that will drive out evil from our midst and disallows the appearance that evil is winning the “war”. Unfortunately, scripture does not necessarily leave room for such optimism. I am personally too pessimistic as a person to be able to follow this paradigm of belief.
Amillennialism appears to be the most exegetically sound concerning the scriptures and has balance in its dealing with the good and the evil in the world.  It does, however, take away from the expectancy of Christ’s return as well. They also have a tendency to over-spiritualize the Kingdom (197). Given these weaknesses and strengths for the three given positions, I would have to say that I most heavily lean towards the amillennialists perspective. It is the only perspective, from what I can tell, that is most supported by scripture and widely accepted theology.
The study of eschatology is a long and tedious journey that leads to nowhere. It is a topic that I personally hate above all others and stirs great dissonance within my soul. Nonetheless, it is a significant part of the Christian faith and must not be completely ignored. My personal opinion concerning prophecy is that it generally is only understood in hindsight, and I can therefore argue that all of these are, more or less, severely flawed. Humans are erred, and it is very evident in the realm of eschatology. There is not a single view that does not contain flaws, but that’s not just due to human error. We lack the proper perspective and significant amounts of information to be able to decipher all of prophecy. We do not know how much of apocalyptic prophecy has already been fulfilled or is yet to come, how much is literal or metaphorical.
This is one topic within theology that I care little about keeping my “feelings” from affecting my view. Relying on ones “feelings” to determine doctrine can hinder one from being real with the text. In the area of eschatology, I can never know for sure the interpretation of the text due to my cultural context and because of my removal from the time period in which the apocalyptic texts were written. Even after I have studied these theories for years, I will still lack the information necessary to develop a strong eschatology. Even those who were of the same time period and culture were unable to truly interpret the visions. In the end, it does not really concern me whether I believe one view or another in this area, except that it might change a few small aspects of how I live.
A perspective of the future that entertains the hope of a rapture will probably inspire me to be more vocal in evangelism. Of course,  I should be evangelizing anyway by my actions and because of my sheer love of God and of humanity! I should evangelize because I want people to know the greatness of the God that I serve. The same God who saved me, delivered me from depression, and stopped me from entertaining thoughts connected to the desire to commit suicide. Even more than that, He is a God worthy of worship and of our love and devotion, regardless of what He does for us and our families.
A postmillennialist view might make me a little more optimistic in life and cause me to see the “brighter side of things”.  One must then ask, “Is happiness and optimism a good reason for believing in something?” A youth pastor once stated that Jesus “didn’t die to make you happy, he died to make you holy”, and those words have forever stuck with me. It is not my belief that God has given us reason to believe that He is going to slowly redeem the world to the point of perfect peace and harmony, and then return.
In conclusion, there are various interpretations concerning “the last things”. Each contains its own strengths and weaknesses, but none are perfect. It is impossible for us as humans, with limited knowledge and context, to be able to create a paradigm of belief for the doctrine that does not contradict scripture or promote heresy. I have come to the conclusion that it is unnecessary to claim any particular view of eschatology, but to ignore the subject altogether and to refrain from engaging with the text would be sinful for me. I believe that there are two rules for engaging with the apocalyptic texts. 1) Scripture holds the highest authority and is, therefore, preeminent of all commentaries or early church writings. 2) Our understanding of God must influence our understanding of eschatology, not the other way around. God rules over eschaton; it does not rule over Him. 

"Why not?!"


Everyone knows that Christians are just weird conservatives who just like imposing their rules and stupid regulations on others. I mean, that IS what they are right? Just a bunch of rules...stupid things that make no sense and are just "anti-fun"! Why in Jupiter would I want to follow these rules?


This seems to be the mindset of many people I have interacted with over the years, including some of the youth that I've had the privilege of serving these last several years. Some even find the law and salvation to be contradictory in the Bible. I had one of my most beloved youth once say to me that he knows that "the Bible says that if you believe in Jesus you will be saved, but as I keep looking I see more and more rules and restraints" and somehow this causes tension for him. There are many who want salvation without rules, and many say that they can not see how we are saved if we still have to follow rules. 


The first error is a misunderstanding of salvation, and the second is a misunderstanding of the "law".

According to scripture, salvation is Christ redeeming us from the bondage of sin and from the "curse of the law." It is the bestowing of grace form the hand of a sovereign God to His non-sovereign, yet free-will enabled, creation. Salvation is given to the elected humanity that respond to the Spirit of God as He calls him or her out of darkness.

The law of God is another situation altogether. The "law" seems harsh, difficult, and even contradictory to the doctrine of grace and salvation. To those who stand on the outside looking in, or simply have a misunderstanding of the law, it is cruel and stands like jagged spires waiting to shred the souls of all who dare draw close. Yet, to those who have been graced with salvation and draw near to the goodness of God, the law encircles the mind, heart, and soul of the believer and provides a place of shelter and rest.

We follow the law because ultimately sin will destroy us. Sin is contrary to our original design and is contrary to the divine nature of God. We do not sin because God said so, but He did not just instate rules and regulations to "suck away our fun." He did it for our protection, our prosperity, and our health physically, mentally, emotionally, and spiritually. The "Ten Commandments" alone provide regulations for society and for economic growth. Theft, envy, and lying will break down any economic system and lead to suffering. Socially, the same three cause suffering and break down community due to lack of trust. Common sense tells us that worshiping God and ONLY God will foster spiritual growth and a closeness to God almighty. Not a single law that is given is done so without a purpose or meaning, and as gentiles living under the New Covenant we are awakened to the beauty of the "Spirit of the law" as opposed to the "Letter of the law." We must be awakened to the freeing power of the law for us as believers.


Freedom is not living with the complete lack of rules and regulations, but instead it is living within the rules and regulations that fit with the persons nature and provide liberty. For those who are non-redeemed, the law does not provide liberty because their nature is tainted and flawed by sin; therefore, they hate the law and are unable to fulfill the law, for it seems impossible, cold, and as if it desires to destroy all "pleasure" and "fun" in one's life. For us who are experiencing the transforming power of the Holy Spirit, our natures are being restored and we can, therefore, live in the joy, peace, and rest that the law instills within us.