Showing posts with label Future. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Future. Show all posts

Moving On

Upon my graduation just a little over a year and a half ago, I found myself facing some difficult truths about myself. I was prideful, naive, self-centered, insecure, etc. I was constantly bumping heads with my family and my friends. I was angry all the time and I felt the weight of my past and my present crushing me and it fogged up my head; leading me to say and do things that have forever changed my life. After several months of getting no where I moved to Knoxville to take a job that...well, it didn't work out (collections sucks y'all), and for the past year I have worked part time in a retail department store and wrestling with the state of my heart and who I am as a man and a Christian.

I have had a lot of good days and a lot of bad. Moving away from home was one of the best things I could have done for myself, and I have had some pretty amazing friends to help me along the way. Facing one's own depravity and past is not an easy task, and thankfully I haven't had to do it on my own.

I have been reflecting on, and wrestling with, the various aspects of my life and experiences I accumulated over the last 23 years, including my teenage life and the theology that I heard (and believed) as I grew up. I have dealt with a lot of frustration, sadness, joy, and many more emotions as a result and have had a great number of revelations about myself. I have experienced significant growth and have had to accept a lot of hard truths.

I have been doing this for quite a long time and now I believe it is time to look past my...well, past haha. In the midst of my reflection I have not been fully engaged with the world around me. I retreated away for a time of healing, but now it's time for me to reengage the world. I am not saying that I am forgetting my past altogether or ignoring it's effect on my life, but I am saying that I am reprioritizing my life and putting my osat on the back burner. The past is important but not at the expense of the present and the future, which is what I have been doing up until this point.

With that said...HERE WE GO!

Grace and Peace,

Stephen

"It Goes On"

There was once a great, American poet by the name of Robert Frost who spoke to the hearts and souls of western civilization. Though he has long since passed from this Earth, his words echo through the years and we are affected still. It is said that he once stated that he found that Life could be summed up into three simple words: "It goes on."

These words have become the catchphrase of my life, as well as for a few of my closest friends. Hardship, struggle, and purging are the essence of what it means to be alive, 20-something, and/or Christian. This is way of life in a world full of sin and darkness. It is the graces of God that keep up going and prevent us from breaking under the pressure of sin's consequences. By all reason, the world should have collapsed on itself ages ago, but the work of the Spirit has kept everything at bay. 

In the midst of the deeply rooted pain in my soul and the Spirit's surging of my heart, which is not so much more pleasant, I have begun to gain the faintest understanding of Christ's work of redemption in us. I have seen such growth in myself, and yet I see that I have even farther to go that I once thought. I am a sinner. I am tainted by the falsity and broken desires that compel me to act and think in ways that are contrary to the wholeness that God designed in humanity at the genesis of time. The knowledge of how much weight I bear verses  that reality that Christ bears much more of my baggage for me is a humbling thing. Christ is with me, always. Life goes on. It's hard to think that there is more ahead; that one must not submit themselves to despair but instead push forward with all their might to "live". The refusing to cave under the already tremendous pressure is a difficult task and one that is to often left unaccomplished. 

There is a time for peace and a time for war. I'm learning to trust Christ and to know that I can't wait around for things to just be better. Life doesn't wait for anyone...it goes on. Bad things are inevitable and suffereing will occur, but it's ok because life goes on...

Grace and Peace,

Stephen

Sweet, Sweet Memories

Today I went to the office of my apartment complex to retrieve a package that I WASN'T expecting. Upon retrieving the package I immediately looked for the sender's info; I was delighted to find that the package was form a couple of dear friends of mine currently living in the frozen wonderland of New Canada (a.k.a Minnesota).

It's amazing how something as simple as a bag of coffee and few personal, thoughtful notes written on the side of said bag of coffee can brighten ones day and flood one's thoughts with a thousand beautiful memories of times gone by! :)

A year ago I might have mourned the passing of that period of my life and taken upon myself a cloak of sadness at no longer being near these friends of mine or being in Italy with them. I find, however, that I over the last year that God has so greatly worked in my heart and mind that instead of sadness, I fully embrace the  joy of times past, the gratitude of friendships that survive the harshness of time and distance, and the grace of a God that has allowed me to have both.

I may no longer be in Italy, but I still have those memories. I may not be living in the same building as those dear friends of mine, but I still call them friends and I know that we are there for each other if life were to rage against us. I have learned from the past and look to the future with a great hope and with the knowledge that I have many more unique experiences awaiting me. Places to go, people to meet, and a God that is going to be with me through it all!

Ave Atque Vale! Hail and Farewell!

Peace be upon you,

Stephen


"It doesn't matter now, it's all in the past"

Today I was sitting in my favorite little coffee shop/Anglican church (yeah, just mull over that one for a little bit) and I thought of a song that I had heard countless times on the radio. Quite honestly I don't know the name of the song...in fact I don't even know the name of the artist! I do, however, remember a key part of the chorus that got me thinking.

"It don't matter where you been, only where you're going. It don't matter what you've done, only what you're doing." 
(Exact wording may be off, especially since Google searches have yielded no help in discovering the name of the song or artist)
Ok, so it doesn't matter where you've been or what you've done? Go and tell the owner of a local business that as you turn in an application. I wouldn't be surprised if you got laughed out of the store and had your application thrown away, especially considering 50% or more of your application is based off of past experiences, work history, and criminal record. Your past means a lot in the business world, and whether you like it or not, it means a lot in the church world as well.

I gave this phrase some thought and tried to be fair in my assessment of it. It is important to note that this over generalized statement may not be said the way the artist intended, but then again it might. Let's just take the statement for as it is structured, and ultimately it says "Your past doesn't matter, it's all about the present and the future." This statement/ideology is growing in it's use among church-goers  as a way of easing the minds of those plagued by guilt and feelings of condemnation. It is often attached to the verse "There is no condemnation for those who belong to Christ Jesus." (Romans 8:1), but is that how we are supposed to view the past? Also, why is it that this statement is only used in reference to having a shady past or a less than desirable background? While I'm not trying to negate scripture, I am trying to say that we are possibly adding to what is actually there. No, there is no condemnation for those who are of the redeemed, but that does not mean that the past doesn't matter or is to be forgotten. It means we have hope for the present and the future and we have a God who guides us and uses our past to make us new.

The problem with this ideology is that it numbs us to reality, to long term consequences, and personal responsibility. It also feeds the foolish, self-centered, and arrogant belief that one deserves a second chance, that world owes them for all their suffering, or that no one should think badly of them. Lost in the depths of a postmodern society, people begin to ignore truth, fact, and honest acceptance of what is their lives...unless it's good of course.

 The fact is that "where I've been" was once "where I was going" and "what I'm doing" will one day be "where I've been" and "what I've done". This ideology implodes on itself and in the end states that everything that matters is in the future, but we all know that the future will soon be in the past. It is inevitable that all future will be in the past. So life is pointless altogether!

But this life does have value! We still have life, which is a gift of God! We have a purpose in life, we were designed for life on Earth, and therefore we must learn to make the most of life as we have it, and part of our lives, a significant part, is our past. When we forget who we were, our testimonies mean nothing and we lose sight of grace and beauty...and our worship of God suffers. When we ignore the past, we amputate a part of ourselves and go throughout the rest of our lives with a proverbial limp, unable to function at the fullest of our capacity because we failed to deal with the emotions and situations that have so deeply shaped who have become.

My life is no exception to this. After many years I've learned a great deal about the damage that can come about through ignoring one's past and not facing it head on. For years I tried to ignore it and run from it, and all I got in return was a build up of bitterness and anger, as well as an increasing numbness to those around me, even the ones I love. Life is too short for us to live our lives enslaved by the past, and we only overthrow the past by facing it head on, and by being willing to accept the pain and suffering that come with doing so. 

The Millennial Views


          The topic of eschatology is one of the most debated doctrines within the church. It is a doctrine that stirs tension and has been an instrument of the Enemy to divide the Church. Recently, there has been a severe increase in indifference concerning doctrine among evangelical Christians. We have an obligation, however, to understand our faith, even in areas of tension like eschatology. This paper will summarize and evaluate writings by Ted Dorman and David Bloesch on the millennial views and summarize my own perspective on eschatology.
Dorman informs us that “the word ‘eschatology’ comes from the Greek ta eschata, ‘the last things.’” The millennial views that are mentioned by Dorman are Historic Premillennial, Amillennial, Postmillennial, and Dispensational Premillennial. The background I come from is Dispensational Premillennial, but now I find myself landing somewhere between Historical Premillennial and Amillennial. When reading the biblical text I find little to no support for the idea of a literal 7 year tribulation that is believe by the Dispensationalists, and neither do I find support for a Postmillennial perspective.
Bloesch gives a great deal of information on the subject by telling of the various opinions of philosophers, one of which doesn’t even have a right to speak on the subject since he had the audacity to say that “Jesus was mistaken in his expectation” of a “supernatural kingdom” (Bloesch 174-75). The very thought of declaring Jesus as “mistaken” about anything is heretical. Bloesch most assuredly must have been attempting to gain spectrum in his collection of information concerning the views of kingdom and eschatology if he is so willing to add the opinions of non-Christians.
            It’s important to determine whether Christ was referring to a “future kingdom” or if he was referring to a “present kingdom”. Therefore, it is most appropriate of Bloesch to begin his chapter on “The Personal Return of Christ” with a discussion of the meaning that Christ was trying to convey in His teachings of “Kingdom”. In the lists of opinions that Bloesch gives there are those who think that “kingdom” is an idea or way of thinking rather than a kingdom graced by the infilling of the Holy Spirit and a transcendent Church that has no borders in time or space. Perhaps the word “legacy” would best describe this thought process; that the kingdom of God is merely the “legacy” of love and grace that Jesus showed us which leaves us with simply a “moral example” view of Christ and the Church.
            Others leaned toward a “future kingdom” perspective in which there was something to look forward to in the future, the second coming of Christ! These raise questions concerning the reality of Heaven and Hell and whether or not they are real or just states of being, but unfortunately that was the topic I chose NOT to write about. Nonetheless, there are countless theological questions that arise in light of one’s eschatological view.
It has been understood as doctrine for centuries that Christ will indeed come again, and this belief is even reflected in the creeds of the early Church stating that “Christ will come again in glory to judge both the living and the dead” (Dorman 314). According to Bloesch, however, many within liberal theology look at the second coming of Christ as the outpouring of the Holy Spirit on the day of Pentecost (179). They also believe this story to be a figurative way of demonstrating the “gradual permeation of society by the ethical principles of Christ”. This particular way of thinking should infuriate many as it is a clear perversion of the gospel and the New Testament as a whole. Bloesch points out several scripture references that were written after the day of Pentecost that clear talk about the second coming of Christ. A physical and real return to the earth so that all may see Him and reign with Him on earth forever and ever. Amen.
            But the real debate lies in the millennial views. Bloesch recognizes the same views as Dorman, but instead of listing them as four separate views he lists them as three. He then simply mentions that there is dispensational alternative to premillennialism that many uphold. He describes premillennialism as a “messianic, interim kingdom inaugurated by the second coming of Christ, in which he will reign on Earth for 1,000 years (or an indefinite amount of time) before the last judgment and the end of the world” (190). Dorman classifies this as “historical” premillennialism. Many early church fathers held this view including Irenaeus, Justin Martyr, and Tertullian (Dorman 316).
            Dorman describes an interpretation of revelations that sounds very preteristic, stating that many in the early church believed that the tribulation was coming out of Rome, which was seen as Babylon (316). This interpretation leads to the belief that the millennial reign of Christ would begin with the fall of Rome and the end of persecution. This would be something easy to argue since Rome did fall and soon afterwards, the Church was instated as the religion of the state and spread like wildfire. However, persecution has still continued to plague believers all across the world ever since and, therefore, does not fulfill the promise of no more persecution or pain, nor has Christ physically returned, which nullifies the validity of this perspective.
The dispensational perspective of premillennialism suggests that the church is exempt from tribulation and torture and, therefore, will be raptured away to safety. This view was birthed in England during the nineteenth century (Dorman 319). The word “dispensation” comes from the King James Version’s translation of the Greek word oikonomia, which is found in 1 Cor. 9:7 (319). According to Dorman, the word “dispensation” theologically refers to “a period of time during which human beings are tested to see whether or not they will obey God’s revealed will” (319). In this tradition, the use of the word “Israel” can never be symbolic of the Church, only Israel. One would assume that this is why there are a great number of Zionistic Christians within this tradition of eschatology. Along with this view comes the idea of “pre-tribulation rapture”! This, according to Dorman, is an attempt to maintain unity in their interpretation of the text, which they believe requires a complete and total separation of the Church and “Israel”.
            As I said in a previous reflection paper, the belief in a “rapture” has been a significant driving force in my church. It has been used to inspire and drive people to a sense of urgency in spreading the word of God, and in this I see usefulness to the doctrine. A downside, however, is that in believing a in a “rapture soon to come” many abandon their responsibilities to the society and to their future careers. “Why go get a degree when Christ comes tomorrow?” “Don’t waste time of pointless things of this world when people are in sin and the rapture is coming!” It is a disturbing reality when people cry out “repent for the rapture is coming” instead “repent, the Christ is returning” and when they say “fear the tribulation” instead of “fear the wrath of our God…fear Hell.”
 The historical premillennialist, however, has a tendency to believe in a “post-tribulation” rapture, which means that Christians will be taken into the sky at the end of the 7 years of tribulation rather than the beginning. This is a little bit more believable, and scripturally sound, since Christ coming to rapture the church and then again in judgment at the end of the seven years could easily be interpreted as Christ returning twice, rather than just once. Christ only has one return according to scripture, and it is wise to uphold scripture as authority even if it contradicts our little paradigms that we try to fit it into.
Having come from a tradition that believes this particular perspective, I am angered by the bad theology. First of all, whenever the word “tribulation” appears in the Bible, it has a tendency to mean something bad for the Church, not for anyone else in particular. If the Church was going to be taken away, then why would the book of Revelations be written to the Church? It is pointless. Apart from this, there is one, maybe two, verses of scripture that even allude to this idea of being “raptured”. The use of this theological perspective has scarred and burdened many over the years, including myself. There is, however, the fact that this perspective does push people to evangelize and preach the gospel, especially within families. It’s a matter of love, if you love someone enough then you will want them to be raptured too and be delivered from seven years of suffering.  While the perspective does instill a sense of urgency in the hearts of believers, it holds little ground in the lives of Christians and will only prove to cause bitterness in the event that an “Anti Christ” takes the throne of world government, as many believe.
What is truly sickening is that there are certain people in the world who come up with the idea that they will write a book series based off the idea as a means of making thousands of dollars. As a result, countless perversions of scripture have infiltrated the Church by means of fictional novels! This is just evidence that Evangelicalism has severed itself from the life of the mind, allowing very little room for common sense and intelligent thought. There is no need for humanity to live out an illiterate and uneducated lifestyle just for the sake of “piety” or for “upholding biblical truth”.
            The second view is amillennialism. This perspective arose when the supposed “millennium” of the historic premillennialist interpretation “fell to ruin” at the conversion of Emperor Constantine and the establishment of protection of the Church, and it was here that the churches view of eschatology took a more metaphorical perspective (Dorman 316). While the historic premillennialist view can still be held today, at the time it seemed as if their interpretation was misguided.  Augustine developed the amillennialists interpretation and was later supported by the two most famous theologians of all time, Calvin and Luther (317). An unusual fact indeed, especially since both opposed a great deal of Augustine’s other teachings and philosophies.
 Those of the perspective of amillennialism believe “that the kingdom of God is now present in the world as the victorious Christ rules His people by Word and Spirit” (Bloesch 191). They do, however, still look forward to the future return of Christ, but only after a period of great increase of the darkness and a buildup of the forces of evil in the world.  This increase of darkness and evil will result in continuous and terrible persecution of the Church as the power of the Word and Spirit of God also increase in power (193). Stating that the whole condition of the world is shifting and churning, results in a fight for control and influence until reaching the climax of Christ’s return. The gospel will indefinitely win in the end.
 This particular view is very attractive in that it is not overly literal in its interpretation of the apocalyptic writings. There is both hope and a realization of the presence of evil in the world. The view rests between the worldviews of idealism and realism, which increases my appreciation for it. There is a sense of realism in that there is “evil” and it rules in this world and hates the Kingdom of God, while the idealistic perspective that “good” will reign in the end and God will overthrow evil. These are both elements of truth that I see echoed in the Bible as a whole and is a proper way of viewing the world, but does the view hold strong biblical support? Honestly, what view does? This view definitely holds much more support than the dispensational premillennialist view.
The third view given to us is postmillennialism. Postmillennialism is viewed as being more of an “optimistic” perspective. Postmillennialism promotes the idea of unhindered spreading of the gospel in a “Golden age of the Church” (193). They would say that Satan being bound is in reference to him being unable to stop people from hearing the truth of the Gospel and it moving through the world in fullness of power.
Bloesch points out that each of the three views have their own strengths and weaknesses, such as the premillennialist’s tendency to be too literal, as I mentioned earlier. While it’s true that they uphold the idea of a physical return of Christ, they also support many biblical promises as well as upholding the reality of a soon coming Christ back to His people. In addition, they have a great number of textual weaknesses, such as the separation of the return of Christ and the judgment of sinners (194).
Bloesch argues that Postmillennialism has a great deal more biblical foundation than most people really understand (195). Therefore, we have a view that does have scripture that can very easily support many of its opinions.  These scriptures include the concept of Satan being bound as meaning that he is not able to hinder the spread of the gospel. They also support a mass turning of people to Christ rather than the darker view that only a “remnant” will turn to Christ.  This view that masses will be turning to Christ is definitely something to be desired and something many would think to be reflective of the love and grace of a sovereign God who desires for man to turn to Him and be with Him. This view is definitely how I would like to think concerning God, but sadly I find myself questioning these particular attributes and my understanding of them.
The downside to this perspective is the removal of expectancy in Christ’s return and the clear imagery being an “intervention” of the ongoing evil in the world (196).  This perspective also results in their being a passive perception of the continual demonic influence in the world today. Postmillennialism, however, is appealing as a view that sees God’s love, grace and sovereignty as forces that will drive out evil from our midst and disallows the appearance that evil is winning the “war”. Unfortunately, scripture does not necessarily leave room for such optimism. I am personally too pessimistic as a person to be able to follow this paradigm of belief.
Amillennialism appears to be the most exegetically sound concerning the scriptures and has balance in its dealing with the good and the evil in the world.  It does, however, take away from the expectancy of Christ’s return as well. They also have a tendency to over-spiritualize the Kingdom (197). Given these weaknesses and strengths for the three given positions, I would have to say that I most heavily lean towards the amillennialists perspective. It is the only perspective, from what I can tell, that is most supported by scripture and widely accepted theology.
The study of eschatology is a long and tedious journey that leads to nowhere. It is a topic that I personally hate above all others and stirs great dissonance within my soul. Nonetheless, it is a significant part of the Christian faith and must not be completely ignored. My personal opinion concerning prophecy is that it generally is only understood in hindsight, and I can therefore argue that all of these are, more or less, severely flawed. Humans are erred, and it is very evident in the realm of eschatology. There is not a single view that does not contain flaws, but that’s not just due to human error. We lack the proper perspective and significant amounts of information to be able to decipher all of prophecy. We do not know how much of apocalyptic prophecy has already been fulfilled or is yet to come, how much is literal or metaphorical.
This is one topic within theology that I care little about keeping my “feelings” from affecting my view. Relying on ones “feelings” to determine doctrine can hinder one from being real with the text. In the area of eschatology, I can never know for sure the interpretation of the text due to my cultural context and because of my removal from the time period in which the apocalyptic texts were written. Even after I have studied these theories for years, I will still lack the information necessary to develop a strong eschatology. Even those who were of the same time period and culture were unable to truly interpret the visions. In the end, it does not really concern me whether I believe one view or another in this area, except that it might change a few small aspects of how I live.
A perspective of the future that entertains the hope of a rapture will probably inspire me to be more vocal in evangelism. Of course,  I should be evangelizing anyway by my actions and because of my sheer love of God and of humanity! I should evangelize because I want people to know the greatness of the God that I serve. The same God who saved me, delivered me from depression, and stopped me from entertaining thoughts connected to the desire to commit suicide. Even more than that, He is a God worthy of worship and of our love and devotion, regardless of what He does for us and our families.
A postmillennialist view might make me a little more optimistic in life and cause me to see the “brighter side of things”.  One must then ask, “Is happiness and optimism a good reason for believing in something?” A youth pastor once stated that Jesus “didn’t die to make you happy, he died to make you holy”, and those words have forever stuck with me. It is not my belief that God has given us reason to believe that He is going to slowly redeem the world to the point of perfect peace and harmony, and then return.
In conclusion, there are various interpretations concerning “the last things”. Each contains its own strengths and weaknesses, but none are perfect. It is impossible for us as humans, with limited knowledge and context, to be able to create a paradigm of belief for the doctrine that does not contradict scripture or promote heresy. I have come to the conclusion that it is unnecessary to claim any particular view of eschatology, but to ignore the subject altogether and to refrain from engaging with the text would be sinful for me. I believe that there are two rules for engaging with the apocalyptic texts. 1) Scripture holds the highest authority and is, therefore, preeminent of all commentaries or early church writings. 2) Our understanding of God must influence our understanding of eschatology, not the other way around. God rules over eschaton; it does not rule over Him.