As I walked down the icy street back to my car I reflected on my morning. Twice on the matter of hours I had gone to meet up with someone who hadn't shown up. My Tuesday wasn't going ANYTHING like I planned.
Let's back up about an hour. I was sitting in the most cliche of places for providence to smack me in the face: Cafe Gratitude. Who on Earth would choose such a name?! (I have to admit though...for a vegan restaurant it was pretty darn good!) I sat and waited for the pastor form the church that I have been visiting to show up. I eyed the door constantly and thought to myself "surely this won't happen twice in one morning..." It did. I drew a tree of life in my art pad and I wrote a reflection in my note pad concerning Christian spirituality and Celtic druidry. Still no pastor. I ate and after an hr and a half...I left.
Let's back up about an hour. I was sitting in the most cliche of places for providence to smack me in the face: Cafe Gratitude. Who on Earth would choose such a name?! (I have to admit though...for a vegan restaurant it was pretty darn good!) I sat and waited for the pastor form the church that I have been visiting to show up. I eyed the door constantly and thought to myself "surely this won't happen twice in one morning..." It did. I drew a tree of life in my art pad and I wrote a reflection in my note pad concerning Christian spirituality and Celtic druidry. Still no pastor. I ate and after an hr and a half...I left.
Little did I know that moment was to be an object of inspiration for the couple weeks that followed.
Gratitude. I saw it on the signs. It was a word that echoed in my heart and I simply couldn't escape it. I thought about it and I came to the realization that I don't often express the gratitude that I have for big things that change the course of my day in positive manner. Worse yet I forget to be grateful for the small, every day things that I have and experience.
Gratitude. I saw it on the signs. It was a word that echoed in my heart and I simply couldn't escape it. I thought about it and I came to the realization that I don't often express the gratitude that I have for big things that change the course of my day in positive manner. Worse yet I forget to be grateful for the small, every day things that I have and experience.
So I wrote a list
Great food (The irony of the restaurant lol)
Friends
Meetings being rescheduled
My students
Love
Communication
Relationships
Independence
Sleep
Hunger and the ability to find and feel satisfaction from food
Thirst and the ability to find and feel satisfaction from water
Coffee
Movies
Artists
Priests/Pastors
Trust
Etc etc etc!
Even though my day appeared to be going wrong, it turned out to be a life lesson that was greatly needed. My week was vastly improved by the providential moment. Ironically, the pastor came in but couldn't see me anywhere! I in return looked for him but never saw him walk in the door. An unfortunate circumstance, but one that led to my own growth. For that....I am grateful.
Grace and peace.
Stephen
Grace and peace.
Stephen
